Stop Me (2/2)
Tiffany was never this nervous before, not even when she slept alone under the bridge years ago. The door was colored white and Tiffany has been staring at it for about fifteen minutes. She lifted her hands only to drop it to her side again. She was thinking to just leave and got teased by three of her friends back at the club but no, Tiffany thinks this was not the right time to just go and leave. She knocked the door twice and it opened after few faint steps from inside.
“Oh… Hi, Tiff,”
Jessica was surprise she can tell, she surprise herself even. The other girl wearing that glasses and hair was a little bit messy but Tiffany swear she loved it so much. She inhale deeply and Tiffany sure she can smell Jessica’s faint scent of perfume.
“M-May I... come in?”
“Oh sure sure, come in,”
When the first time she stepped inside the apartment, she felt really warm. The cozy place made her feels at home. She never gets used to anything as fast before but this time, she finds it hard to not felt comfy at this strange place. It was all white combine with some soft color which made Tiffany relaxed and off guard just like that.
“So? I’m sure enough you’re not coming here only to wander around my place,” She chuckled and Tiffany blushed embarrassed herself.
“I come here to… talk… I think,”
“Oh? What was it?”
Jessica eyed her carefully but she cannot read Tiffany’s eyes let alone her mind. Tiffany stood there near the kitchen table and tucked her hands onto her jeans pocket - the things that Jessica secretly loved the most when Tiffany doing that - and huffed a little.
“I don’t know where to start but… as you know… you see more than enough to know what was going on with my life when you’re not around. But there’s still something that you still didn’t know and I’m not sure that you wanted to hear this or not but… there was this reason why I told Seunghyun about my story - about you was… the fact that....”
Tiffany gulped down hard, the look on Jessica’s face was something she cannot describe but she’s sure enough that the other girl was as curious as she was.
“I never stop thinking of you for the past years,”
She was waiting for Jessica to answer her, to at least respond her with whatever it would but not just a gaze, just a shocked looked on her face. She was sure enough that Jessica was saying that she didn’t dated boys and that’s why she was coming tonight, to tell her everything. But if it’s like this, if Jessica ignore her, she regret her decision. Tiffany shook her head and about to say sorry when Jessica stood up, walking towards her and lifted her chin until their eyes met.
“Well, I haven’t told you about mine yet,” Jessica paused and hold Tiffany’s hands.
“It was not about the collage that I’ve been studying that made me moved here. I can refuse it and study in America if I want. I felt so deprived, so… empty when the day you left me. I gathered information and when I know you’re moving here then I also moved, but I don’t seem finding you. If Seunghyun said anything to you about me he was lying. I’m not a girl who jogged pass by your club every morning with a puffy white dog,” Jessica chuckled.
”The thing is… Seunghyun was my friend even before you know him. And of you wanna know why I never dated boys is because I was waiting for you to say something to me. If you said no, then I will move on and never thinking about you anymore but, you were left with no words, so I need to find you,”
Tiffany can’t say a word, not even an ‘o’ or an ‘a’. She stayed froze. She never expected Jessica to confess such long story of finding her. No, she never expected someone really need her in their life when all Tiffany knows she was always the one who was seeking for needs. She thought that everybody in the past was leaving her but looking at Jessica right now, the world seems really fair after all. The wheel of life she once knows was never working in her life now is working completely. She expected everyone to leave her but never expected someone to offer her companion.
Tiffany didn’t know what to do, or what to believe but she knows now that her definition of love was all wrong. The definition of love that she knows was only to bring sorrow and sadness all wrong now. Jessica seems to have something better, something… different from the way she looked at Tiffany and she was sure enough that this girl worth everything in her life. And so she kissed Jessica on her lips with passion, and hugged her closely.
“I have nothing but I can offer you my life. I have nothing but thanked you to bring me back my life, to fix some of my fault. I don’t know nothing about love but I’m sure in one thing,” Tiffany pulled away a bit only to rested her forehead onto the other’s.
“Jessi, would you be my soul for my empty body?”
Jessica smiled fully, finally hearing Tiffany telling her such a beautiful word after waiting for a very long time. The older girl can only smile with glittering tears on her eyes when she nodded and closed her eyes. Life would never be this wonderful when someone you love since the first time you met confessed their feeling. Jessica had ever been happy but not as happy as this very moment. She kissed Tiffany’s lips as the answer and when Tiffany talked again, she knows everything will be good as long as she’s with her.
“If I do something wrong again, please… Stop me,”
a/n: all I want to say that…. Jessica is the only one who can stop Tiffany for doing bad things. In short, she is the only one who change Tiffany’s life to be a better one. and... REALLY?? it feels like i wrote so many but it only comes with... this!? LOL anw, hope you like it :D LJ WON'T LET ME POST THIS IN ONE PIECE OTLOTL