School is winding down.
I can't wait for summer, it's all over I can smell it. :-P The beach, hanging out with friends, being a bum, hopefully losing weight haha.
How kick ass would it be to show up Junior year hott? I think it would be quite nice. lol whatever.
More then anything I'm excited for my Sweet Sixteen. baha! It's so much planning; guest ( Read more... )

I kinda want a new hoodie.

Or just wear somebody else's for a day. 
Anybody got an extra hoodie?

I got my Sweet Sixteen Dress today. And it rocks your world hard bittch.

This weekend was Jessas party and it kicked major booty. I'll post pics later.
But yeah I'm waiting for my Mom to pick me up and she's taking forever.
Everybody already left the hotel and I'm just kinda sitting here with a large overnight bag and my Ipod.
Yeah.
Man do I feel like a pathetic fat lame-o. Everybody is starting to couple up.
When I say ( Read more... )

How can you be over someone and in one day...one moment, they reel you back in.

He's everything I could ever wish for in a guy.
except for the fact he doesn't want me.

I don't understand. How something that hurts so much can have me this addicted.

bah sorry emo love entrys suck.

Oh man. Ok so here's the deal. I have this friend that I met in "after school activity". She's ok to hang out with I guess. Well lately she's been hanging out with my group of friends like every minute of the day and I can't stand it. She's cool but basically only to hang out with in this "after school activity". But what can I do? Tell her "Hey ( Read more... )

Oh man tonight was amazing! Went out with the drama crew for dinner and Target haha. But even though we did the most simplest things, I had a blast.

I'm so glad because my parents are starting to trust me and are letting me go to the beach with them tomorrow.

I probably sound so lame compared to everyone but I don't care, I'm happy and I'm having an ( Read more... )

And sometimes I just think, "Damn I must be one fucked up girl".

I'm starting to freak myself out man. I could be having the best day of my life and in 5 seconds I'm miserable over no reason. I just get this depressed feeling and for the rest of the day I'm quiet and don't even crack a smile. It's weird.
It's even becoming like that with people.

You make me laugh - you annoy me - I consider you my best friend - ( Read more... )

"Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovley
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Now my best friend wants to date her..."

It wouldn't bother me if she went after any other guy...And I don't understand why I ( Read more... )

Yeah so i haven't updated in awhile ( Read more... )