lets see, what have i been up to. not much. ive writen a lot of poems. thats coming along nicely, taking a short break though a few days, 12 peoms in 3 or 4 days a lot. ive hung out with jenn a bunch of times. spend 3 nights in a row facing death. i feel bad for ted. he comes form a family that just beats the shit out of him. everyime i see ( Read more... )

things are difficult but ive made up my mind on what i want. i miss katie and i really love her. i decided im not going to tell jenn how i feel because of reasons undisclosed. even thought i liked jen, ive still loved katie and always wanted her back. life have been complicated for me since we broke up in september. mixed thoguhts about people ( Read more... )

ok lets see, some big imptovemnts since yesterday. i think i found where i am in life but i dont want to jinx it and im still looking for more. ive decided to move on from the past, her and i have changed and i dont think it would be as fun as it was. i still want her as my friend. shes my best friend, i can tell her anything and she can tell ( Read more... )

lets see i woke up yesterday and got my check from work, always a fun thing to do hehehe money money money money money. then i went to katies. hung out at her house for a while then we went tot he freehold mall and walked around,got lunch, looked at stuff then we saw cat in the hat which i saw the ngiht before. lol. after the movie i dropped her ( Read more... )

so many time i catch myself thinking and in the end what i come out with is still wrong. it must be wrong becuase if it were true then i dont think that i would be thinking about. the one i love knows shes the one i love. she knows how i feel about her. i just wish i knew how she feels about me. i wish i could have a chance to show her that i ( Read more... )

eh i had to work today. 12-6 on the sunday before thanksgiving, arg it sucked. non-stop people the whole day, no carts. worked with sal and arturo. arturo is a werid guy. hes cool and all but hes knida annyoing, he wants you to go one break when he feels you should. its like hey, ive been here longer then you and i knwo when to take my damn ( Read more... )

how come piss poor days always come when it is raining outside. heres my list of things gone bad ( Read more... )

eh im sick, i was on my way to class and about half way there i pulled over and threw up in a parking lot. i called my mom and said im coming home and she said fine. so im just sitting here thinking. searching for answers to questions, like if this didnt happen would things have happened that way, stuff like that. well im gunna go lay down ( Read more... )

DONT GET ME STARTED

hey guys whats up. nm much here. lets see what have i been up to, yesterday i had class with joe and then we drove around because we were so bored. he dropped me off at 2 where i just slept and watched tv untill 6:30 when i went to the a&p to get piller a birthday card, i wanted to get her a card that said happy deliveray of your 1st born but ( Read more... )