just got home from a sick ass night. today started at the susual, joe and i got o class and then get our checks. then i came home and fell asleep. at 5:00pm i got up and went to jon's house where i met his friend kim who was a really cool girl. then jp and gene came and we decided to fit all 5 of us in my little car. not a comfy drive. when ( Read more... )

hey guys whats up, nm here just hanging out flipping channels. today was cool, slept till 11pm. then i took my car to get new tires, my mom picked me up from the tire place and we went to get my glasses fixed, well i did better then get them fixed i got whole new frames for free, booyah grandma, what now bitch. after that went to fridays with my ( Read more... )

hey guys whats up. same here. today was a strong day. i didnt get to sleep till around 2:30 am last night and then my mom felt the need to wake me up at 6:30 for no reason at all and i couldnt go back to sleep. i hung around untill 7:45 and then i went to my class where we watched billy elliot. it was a good movie but with the britsh accent you ( Read more... )

i dont know what my problem is. it just feels like my world is falling down around me. everything is pissing me off even the people who are important in my life, and its not their faults. just so many things are falling down around me and saddness and depression is all that i feel. even things that should make me happy make me fall deeper into ( Read more... )

woke up today with my ears still ringing from the show at birch hill, god im going to miss that place. i woke up today thinking like i do every other day, but today thinking was harder. my final outcome of thinking is not something that i am proud of, but since i have no self-respect i did it. im oging to regret it in the future, hell i regrete ( Read more... )

ehh got up, through the clock then realized it was time to fix the times =( i hate this now its dark at like 5:30. i had work till 6 today but my friend jenn asked me to go birch hill wreaking ball so i was like, ok, so i left at 5:30 and used that as my 30 minutes break. we went to my place so i can change and then went to brich hill where i met ( Read more... )

hey guys whats up. yesterday and today were alright, yesterday i had class and then had to pray that i would make it home alive because i honestly thought joes car was going to die on the road, it was making werid noises and all these bumps coming from the axle, i was scared, lol. after that my dad took me to get my check from work becuase the ( Read more... )

its hard to say what is going through my mind right now. i cant even tell you whats been going through it for last couple weeks, i just know that it is not a good thing. last night my parents and i had a fight, it wasnt even a fight they came home pissed off at something and once again decided to take there aggression out on me. after being ( Read more... )

just sitting here thinking, kinda tired, but just thinking. why does everything that i think might happen always turn out not to? i just dont understand this thing we call life. why doesnt anything happen to the good people? or am i one of the bad people. i dont know i just know that no matter how hard i try for things and no matter how close i ( Read more... )

hey i havent updated in the last few days becuase ive been busy. lots of stuff happened. the funniest had to be in mcdonalds where joe started smashing cartons of spicy buffalo sauce and watching it splatter everywhere, but then he smashed it one last time and it got him in the eye. i was laffing so hard i couldnt breath, hes there holding his ( Read more... )