In that really dark place once again.

 just angry at the world

 it's been worse the last few months. a crescendo.

 dr upped my meds so much i don't think i can even feel....

..... or was that the point?

 sleep brain. just freaking sleep. 
so tired i nearly drove my car off the road today... to no avail.
and my brain STILL won't freaking sleep.
it's 2am. SLEEP.

 still in HK....

the city of superficiality and pollution.
a uniform of designer labels and mercs.

bleh.

few more days til i'm home....

oh, and parents have decided to vacation next week in the middle east. yeah. i don't get it either.

have booked the flights and hotels. 
have bought the black garments.

.... ready?..... not.

really miserable @ work atm... people suck on a general basis :(

 A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

 any tips on holding it all together when you have to do a reading at a funeral? :(
.... in multiple languages as well...