I am feeling a lot better just had a bit of a dip during the week, Still got a lot on my mind and I still need a major pick me up but I am okay. I guess I have some big decisions coming up ( Read more... )

Its gone midnight.. Dont really understand why im posting but i feel really upset tonight. I try to be as kind as i can to help others but to get shouted at in response is hurtful.. ... ....

Sleep..

Cleaned the heck out of the house today, looking a lot better indeed. Bunny is all cleaned out and she is quite content at the moment sitting there watching me. It's been pretty awkward since last night here as I have been alone since then, Laini went out last night to see a friend. I really hate spending nights alone I go all edgy and scared. But ( Read more... )

Whats happened well on monday I sorted out the home network here and thats all running great. Did a bit of maintainance on my bike and did Spaghetti Bolognaise it was very nice ( Read more... )

Well guess it's time to get this thing fired up again, whats happened since my last post well. I have managed to recover from most of what has happened in the last few months. I have had the most hideous flu but now I am back at work ( Read more... )

Well im single as of today. Laini is a lovely person and I guess he decided I just am not the one for him. I hope he will continue to be a very snuggly friend I can tell anything. So whilst I don't want to be single. I want Laini to be happy in whatever he decides to do and I will continue to support and care for him ( Read more... )

Things go up they come down..

I feel awful today at the weekend I had a break from the grief of my grandfathers death. The funeral on Thursday has plunged me down. I've been signed off work for a bit to help..

There is also another issue on my mind.. Guess I'll know how that will end soon

Day to day life is too much.

Just as things were getting sorted out financially and with the new home my grandfather died in hospital this morning. I am upset and shivery inside. I told work I am not going in for a couple of days or so. I'll miss him. I'll miss his calls to my parents house asking for the most random little thing. He was a kind person and it hurts like mad. I ( Read more... )

Some good news. I should have posted it earlier myself and Laini are once again partners after the little hiccup. I am over the moon. His LJ explains his side more. I love you Laini

Well I finally moved.. To a new two bedroom house in North Cambridge a couple of weeks ago. A lot nice and lots of space so thats pretty nice ( Read more... )