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okay today me and raelene took some pics with her phone and then she sent them to me from her cell. here are 2:
yeah i was getting a facial today and thats what ended up happening. i kind a look like a zombie or a mummy or what ever. lol my warped tour tickets came in the mail today. i wasnt expecting them to come this soon. even though i ordered them like in february. this is crazy, mom told me today its about 2 weeks away i was like " what...no..it cant be" its been sucha long time since i ordered tickets and now its only like 2 weeks away. its weird. yeah and also i went up to alltell to get a cell phone and we cant get one cause my dad has no credit and my mom has no credit and we can get one if we want to pay $300 dollars deposit fot it but thats a lot of money we dont have. so i guess i go with out one. damn nothing ever goes how its supposed to. i was looking foreward to having one so i could call cassie and jenny more. i <3 both them so effing much.
oh heres something new....
this man makes me cry. only cause i <3 him so much and i dont want him to do anything stupid and get hurt. i know im retarded but i dont care.
i cried today....a lot. i cant help it i just cry all the time now. i hate it. i want to hang out with someone who cares about me. i want another hug from someone who i love with all my heart. i would give anything to be held by him. i <3 him o so much. i wish i could also give cassie and jenny a hug. a big one. i <3 them a lot too. they are really the only ones that care for me anymore.
so long and good night
xoxosandixoxo
yeah i was getting a facial today and thats what ended up happening. i kind a look like a zombie or a mummy or what ever. lol my warped tour tickets came in the mail today. i wasnt expecting them to come this soon. even though i ordered them like in february. this is crazy, mom told me today its about 2 weeks away i was like " what...no..it cant be" its been sucha long time since i ordered tickets and now its only like 2 weeks away. its weird. yeah and also i went up to alltell to get a cell phone and we cant get one cause my dad has no credit and my mom has no credit and we can get one if we want to pay $300 dollars deposit fot it but thats a lot of money we dont have. so i guess i go with out one. damn nothing ever goes how its supposed to. i was looking foreward to having one so i could call cassie and jenny more. i <3 both them so effing much.
oh heres something new....
this man makes me cry. only cause i <3 him so much and i dont want him to do anything stupid and get hurt. i know im retarded but i dont care.
i cried today....a lot. i cant help it i just cry all the time now. i hate it. i want to hang out with someone who cares about me. i want another hug from someone who i love with all my heart. i would give anything to be held by him. i <3 him o so much. i wish i could also give cassie and jenny a hug. a big one. i <3 them a lot too. they are really the only ones that care for me anymore.
so long and good night
xoxosandixoxo