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yup im like 95% done with that painting. i just have to fix some of the colors and add some more diferent colors and im done. im so impressed with how well ive done so far. sorry about the bad lighting of the picture. the light glares on the top of the picture and makes it look orange when its really all black up there. i just got off the phone with naineh and akissgoodbye they are in line for the kill hannah concert right now or when i posted this. cassie said that she is gunna call me when they are playing so i can hear. that is gunna be cool. i talked to ghostsinthesnow and he said "wanna see a hot picture?" so of coarse i said yes. he poped up a picture of gerard. uhhhhhh how hott is gerard i think its impossible to rate him on a scale of 1-10 because is hotter than a 10. he is like a 235203852039572372038208230 or maybe even more than that. i guess you know that a guy is really hott when there are straight guys calling him HOTT. when we were sharing random pics of gerard i showed him one of G' with the blood all over his face and i said that i wanted to lick his face so bad at the concert. i cant believe how much of amazing person he is. i want to kiss him really bad. that would be enough for me just a 10 second passionate kiss. i would so have sex with him but that would be breaking edge and i dont think i could do that. i realized today how much being straight-edge has affected my veiw on things(poisons)like obv i dont smoke, drink, do drugs, or have sex, but i have also stop taking asprin (unless ABSOLUTLY NESSESSARY which is like when i have cramps so bad that i puke), stop eating meat, and i dont drink caffine pop like at all anymore. its so weird i used to think that all of those "optional" things were crazy but im glad that i have stop doing all of that. the thing i love about have a mohawk or a emohawk or a fauxhawk what ever you want to call it, is that i dont have take a shower everyday and wash it cause its stays straight through the night so when i wake up all i have to do is spike the back cause the top is exactly how it was when i went to sleep. and since its so short it dosnt get all oily and gross as fast. my hair used to get so oily i would have to take a shower everyday. it rocks!! everyone who has cryed while listening to 'demolition lover' raise your hand. i think this is the only song that i have cryed while listening to. its so pretty. gerard is a great vocalist. he impresses me everytime i push play. *sigh* i heart him. everyone is gunna be blown away with my icon that is in the prosses of being made. you all are gunna love it!!! and my new layout as well when its done. i have to thank staxmyxscars for all the crap i have put her though while trying to make this icon, like things wouldnt work out or we couldnt find the right picture or what ever but thanks i appriciate everything you have done and put up with. okay so i type to much!
so long and goodnight
xoxosandixoxo