Neil, I have tried to forget about you. I did everything within reasonable limits to forget the image of you and the longs talks we would have on the phone. The thing is... I can't hold myself to do it. I never really wanted to forget about you, even though you told me to and I have this horrible feeling that the longer the time we spend in ( Read more... )

I'm finally back home and our phone lines are working (obviously if I'm signed online!) The drive back was what it should have been up there. We left at 6:30 AM and got back into town at 10:00 AM. I'm pretty tired since I've been cleaning all day, but I think I am going to go play Final Fantasy 7 like I was the entire time at my Grandpa's house. I ( Read more... )

Never Mind the last entry.. I am going to kill Buraun~san and I think CORE-E is going to help with this emo indevore!! SHI~NE BURAUN~SAN ( Read more... )

If you push the people who care about you away from you... then they won't be able to hear you scream... no matter how loud the scream is ( Read more... )

Kawaranai hibi wa, kawaranai kako ni
Kawaranai yume wa, kawaranai asu ni
Kawaranai boku wa, kawaranai kimi to

Kawarazu koko ni iruto shiyou, ne?

Post a comment about what you really think of me.

I got something to say ( Read more... )

Tell me what I'm doing wrong. I'm so tired of falling for guys that aren't going to fall back. You want to help me? Tell me how to fix it. What am I doing so wrong that lets guys dispose of me so easily?

Tell me why you won't listen to me. Tell me why you can't be friends with me.

Tell me why you hate me.

All maddening thoughts aside, I feel pretty stable. There is one thing I want you to know. I have this thought imbedded in my mind from the actions that you have displayed, whether intentional or not, that you think I am psychotically in love with you. I would like to destroy this misconception. I merely said I cared about you and what you did with ( Read more... )

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