Kill My Thoughts
Kill My Thoughts-05-Erek Whiteford.
Deep within, secrets unveil.
Deep within, trademarks reveal.
A newfound system. Destroyed.
The death of something new.
Shoved and pushed, back inside.
Motionless, sleepless state.
The ultimate sacrifice.
To have her with me.
Time ceases to exist.
In a realm of fate.
WHY ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME?!
Mental, self-abuse.
Not deserved.
Kill my thoughts.
Make it real.
Doing it over and over.
Beating until the end.
Heart turns from white to black.
Only enough room for one addiction.
Withdrawals, the death of a century.
Your words meant the world to me.
Your laughter was my number one priority.
The distance hurt so fucking much.
Time had ceased to exist.
In each conversation.
Reality, cannot have.
Mentally, she is mine.
Can’t you see I’m addicted to you?
Can’t you see my fucking pain too?
Can’t live. Won’t die.
The list goes on and on,
Fucking me over until my end.
Listen closely and you will see,
The heartache in my voice.
Look closely and you will hear,
My addiction growing stronger.
Love what I cannot have.
Hate the situation,
Like an inbred slave.
Beat me over and over again,
Till I’m black and blue.
My life comes nearer,
With the thoughts of you.
Kill my thoughts,
Make them bleed.
Love struck,
In a time of need.
I will always love you.
I will always adore you.
I will always need you.
Till I’m six feet down.