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my job would be so easy- if only i were allowed to do it. i have my every day duties and then my boss has been sending out emails about special tasks that need to be completed immediately. there are about three of these tasks that i'm working on and now she's saying we all also have to come into a conference room and review files. well which is it?? my job, special tasks or reviewing files??! per her emails, i should be doing it all at the exact same time.
i am on the verge of tears right now. i'm trying to do my job and do it well but i keep falling behind because of all the special tasks and file reviewing and everything else- such as, matt was late this morning so i also had to take care of his files while mine fell by the wayside. i also have problem files that need resolving before i leave in five hours but no one's cooperating with me. this morning in the shower i was close to vomiting rehearsing a speech i have to make to escrow about how they either comply with us or we go to their legal department. i hate being mean and making threats but it's totally part of the job. at least, it becomes part when you're so rushed that you don't have time to review things like you're supposed to so that you miss mistakes.
everyone around here is uber grouchy because of this and all i want is to work on my desk and get it under control. you know- my JOB. there's no talking to the boss either as she's stomping around screaming at people who don't do what she tells them. the plague of management here is that they will not listen to employees. i can talk until i am blue in the face but they won't hear a single word.
nat wants me to go out with him and miq and thuy tonight- dinner and the blythe show. all i want is to crawl under my covers and cry myself to sleeps. this whatever attitude is keeping the tears at bay, but for how long??