ive had this other journal for a while but i never used it, i just tested crap on it.. so yeah.. im using that one to update and read friend's journals and use this one to read communities im in because all that crap takes me like 2 years to read thru my friends list.  the new name is crushmebaby06  you better add me!  :-P oh, n it will be friends only cuz im ( Read more... )

i am fuckin sick of stupid people.

im letting my belly piercing close so it doesnt get infected... GDit!

jon i love you, i cant wait til saturday. let me know what else you wanna eat!!

not that you all want to know, but this is my journal i'll say what i want..... last night after i took a shower... i looked at myself in the mirror.. im getting fat.. ahh.. i hope its PMS or just the whole.. gain before you lose shit ( Read more... )

um... pulled my belly ring out of my ... belly.. yeah that knda hurt and bled a lot and made me all dizzy ( Read more... )

bad idea, read thru someones old journal. GAWDanyway. im tired, work is cuhrazy. soooo many things to get ready while at the same time making people's fucking food. i was doing something all night and poor corey was swamped with pizzas and getting yelled at cuz there were no forks (there were like NONE in the bus tub so randy needs more, retard) ( Read more... )

if i wasnt a dumbshit and started my project like 2 or 3 months ago when i got it, i would be fine with this working and softball at once.. just realized 2 weeks from friday its due and i have NOTHING cept a schedule for one job.. dad was supposed to talk to the guy down the street. id ask but i hv no idea who he is nor does he me, so whatever. ( Read more... )

i hate when i try to talk to people and make friends and they ignore me

THAT is why im so fuckin quiet.

so if you gotta problem, get over it. if you dont wanna listen, i dont wanna talk.

i saw my baby this morning ( Read more... )

i hate winter! so cold.  but i just made me some hot chocolate.. yummmy! :)

i feel so weak... i need to take some nyquil and sleep til i gotta go to work lol.  i was dumb and went out last nite.  i got a frappacino (finally!) and went and saw my mom... went to target went to mcdonalds to get my brother dinner and me a salad.  i went back to target ( Read more... )

well i finally broke down and bawled my eyes out (a couple times) and finally told him what ive been thinking about for a week or so.... it wasnt what i thought id be.. he didnt get mad or anything.. he just told me the good side of what id been thinking... it just means im not infatuated and im a horny lil fucker. yeah he said "NO MORE of that ' ( Read more... )