On the stage of life there are comedies and then there are tragedies but the laughter is dead!

[mibuzen]

Words can't express what I'm feeling right now but I sure as hell am going to try. Tonight was the final night of the play. I was very happy about doing one last show with my theatre friends. We had a good time because since it was the last night and since the director wasn't there we all did the show the way we wanted to. No one was there for

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My depth perception must be off again.

[insomniac83]

I believe that people kill themselves, because they feel that they have nothing left to live for; no ambition towards anything or anyone. I also think that part of it, is that people no longer have the motivation to find a reason to make their life worth living...they want the easy way out of their problems, instead of finding ways to deal with it head-on. I hear you on the "I love to be in pain physically just to reassure myself that I'm alive"...
In any case, best not to be kicking yourself over it. It's hard when you feel you can't do anything about the situation at hand, but when that's the case, just leave it alone, try not to worry, and let things handle themselves. Anyways, hope you feel alright soon.