Well shit, it's been quite a while since I've posted anything here. Alot of stuff has been happening. Nothing bad, mostly me moving foward with my life. Today I almost did something stupid I can't even mention. I lost sight of my goal, to go to college. I almost placed myself back in the room with the Orange suits if you get what I mean. Besides ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was yesterday, but today is today. Today has been decent. Listening to my music and planning on if I might leave NY, because finally I might just have the oppertunity to make that move. =) After all this struggle...perhaps a chance to keep a promise. The thought just makes me smile. I'm desperate like one of those housewives. This ( Read more... )

As I expected I lost. I always seem to lose when it comes to the people I want. It's as if they don't want me, but I give up on the whole get to know a person idea. It sucks. So many people are looking for instant gratification anyways..Why work and why care?

Y'know...I haven't been writing much lately because I've been fighting with myself about someone..but finally I can be honest about it..and if she doesn't feel the say way that's fine...It might even be slightly pathetic on my part but who cares..

I LOVE CAROLINAIt's just that simple, I expect to have my heart broken, no girl has ever treated me ( Read more... )

Nothings been easy these few days, trying to adjust has been hard. Even though sometimes I feel as if I'm in a blender I try my best to say up. Through all the crap that keeps happening to me like a bad curse I try to stay up. Even when I feel as if someone ripped out my guts and abandoned me I try my hardest not to break. But sometimes no matter ( Read more... )

I'm out....that's all that's needed to be said. Oh also....never ever call me duck again. Just D...or Divine....I won't even respond to "Duck" that kid died about 4 months ago...That is all..

Often I wonder if things are already written in stone, or if everything is just one random occurrence after another. Often I find myself binded between the two, stuttering and struggling to find a definite answer. Often I come up empty handed, and often I feel like there's no real answer. Yet as I keep running into the same empty answer, often I ( Read more... )

Your Life Path Number Is 8

8

You are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I guess you have to do the things you least want to do. Not just when it comes to a career, but also when it comes to social and personal relationships. Sometimes no matter how hard you try to make something work in your mind it just doesn't work in anothers. But that's okay. That's what you have to expect out of life sometimes. Even ( Read more... )

Hey, what's going on? Nothing special is really happend as of late except the obvious. Um, I don't know what to write about. I'm kinda lost in thought. Someone give me something to write about. =D

Damn Sahre. =DDD

Wow Carol. When and where? =P

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Hahaha. This little gadget is hot.
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I don't know why my_torn_reality ( Read more... )