um..... 5 years ago Lauren Dwyer and I were sitting on my couch dissusing what we were going to do that day. As I was thinking about what to do I hear this expression of "awwww" come form laurens mouth. I respond "What" and she says "Puppy" that was the first time Lauren saw Clowe my saint banard. I Loved her alot and although when she smelled bad ( Read more... )

I'm happy... and content for at least now.. who knows how long it will last with me? However, for once I really don't mind boys/men/males and its quite ironic if you ask me. But I'm loving it ( Read more... )

Last night was the most amazing thing everrr... The dance was totally off the hook! it was the most fun I have had in soooo Long! I don't even remember half of the people I danced with.. however, Amber Skib Josh and I came back to my house and we chilled till 12. Just kinda talked and made motzarella sticks? hahah Yeah. We had a big picture that we ( Read more... )

I have been crying so much latly... and I really hate to cry. today I cried so hard that I coulnd't even breath I havent done that in forever. And ofcourse I felt and looked like a moreon. I think that with so much bad something good is bound to happen? wouldn't you think? I hope so ( Read more... )

I have cried in a really long time.... tonight, I bawled

This weekend was probably the most amazing thing everrrr. Friday night Amber spent the night and ofcourse that was a party and a half haha we chilled and called boys and stuff like that it was fun. then on saturday we woke up and I started to clean the house then I got ready and we went to the Football game which was like... the best thing ever ( Read more... )

Today.... Umm it was a good day I guess. Nautre club!! Duh! Raquel and I are soo phsyced for when we are seniors because we are going to be pres and vice prez... because that's just how it works... Anyways.. I got the Dirty Dancing more Cd and im totally pissed because the songs I want arn't even on it... go figure right?? Bitches ( Read more... )

I remember I was soo phsyced for this weekend.. and it turned out to be kinda lame. don't get me wrong it was nice... but not great like expected. I went to State college today it was gay. I have this family on my step dad's side that's like on welfare and stuff and they are really embaressing to be with just because of how they act.. I feel bad ( Read more... )

I wish I could make someone's life better. Like if someone was having a really bad day I wish I could make it allright... or if they were poor I wish I could gave them money.... I want to help people. I am so sick of slefish people who hink only of themslves, there are so many other people out there and all you are worried about is if someone likes ( Read more... )

Umm... I knew my new found happiness would not last long... I allready hate life again espically HER ( Read more... )