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[michaelanthony]

interview tomorrow. ughhh. shaky. i had a long talk with my mother today. it was nice. we talked about how crazy her family is. and in turn how crazy we felt. i'm going to san diego sometime soon. next weekend? maybe i'll see you. our house is a disaster. the mexican food i made tonight made me feel sick. i think i just feel generally crazy because of my interview tomorrow. my mother wants to give me an open ended plane ticket to anywhere in the states for my birthday. i could use it to see them for christmas, or fly to see a friend, or whatever. that sounds like a cool present, if only it were two tickets. i may just have her buy me shoes and some pants. i could use some pants. and maybe a sweater. its too cold for tshirts but not cold enough for the ridiculous parka i have. i am ranked #2 out of over a thousand players on that stupid war computer game. i need to get out more. suddenly i really miss new hampshire. it would be nice to go lay in the grass or jump in the pond right now. i miss will. i wish i wasn't such a prick and i was down with steve. i need to write him a letter. i'm a bad friend. i need to take more pictures. when i get a job, instead of paying my bills i am going to buy one of those fancy thin sony digital cameras with zeiss glass. because i am not a serious photographer, and paying for prints i don't make is stupid. deeeemented 4eva

edit - fuck all that bullshit, i smashed that interview. pictures of me in a hawiian shirt and khaki shorts - soon.