Well I just wanted to write you to complain about the family a little bit, not everyone just one person. Can you believe that everything that Shea has done to Chad and I, that she had the nerve to come up to me and hug my neck. She said, "I/We have really missed you, it is so good to see you, you should talk to your dad." I didn't say a word, I just hugged her neck. Well after she yelled and screamed at me that night the three of us had the "big argument" I don't care to talk to her. Plus she had the nerve to tell my Aunt Sherrie and Uncle Allen that I cussed daddy and her out, when have I cussed anyone out?, but don't think that it didn't cross my mind. But I know that I was in church so I had to control myself and I know that she did it so that the church crowd would see her, or so I think in my opinion. I mean she could care less about Chad and me. Chad seen her in the convenient store the other night and she just gave him this look that could have burnt a hole in him. The only reason I went out to Friendship is to go to church (1) b/c it was Easter Sunday, (2) because of granny, papa, and you going to be there, (3) b/c I like going to hear Pastor Barry preach. But I don't know what is wrong with Daddy, have you talked to him? He has not talked to me nor Chad in over two months, he never calls. The last time I called him it took him two weeks to call me back. They are still paying part of my rent, and he called a few months back to let me know that they didn't know how much longer they were going to be able to that. How difficult is it to give up a little bit of money for your child to get a college education, I just don't understand it. Then they tell me that "Chad and I always think we are to good for everyone else, and that they can't sent all of us to private school." Who is to say that they are going to all want to go to private school ,and that "the best thing for me to do is go to move back to Baxley, go to Georgia Southern and get a business degree and let that be it." I know he is my daddy and that I need to respect him but I just cannot bring myself to think of doing something that I don't want to do. I mean I have never wanted to stay in Baxley, nor do I want to go to college somewhere else than where I want to be. But I can remember Papa Cleland saying "If you want a college education there are ways to get it." And I guess that I am proving that theory correct. I hate to be bugging you with this, but you are one of the few people who believe that I am doing the right thing and can agree with me on Shea, well I think the whole family is getting the picture of her. I have know since the beginning that she was not a great person but everyone else thought that I was just to harse and that I was the problem, but the truth comes out. I think we need to sit down and have a family conference, can't we get a majority vote and oust her from the family. Well it is 12:00am and I still have so much homework to complete before lunch tomorrow. Hope you have a good day, talk to you later.