im thinking about making a new lj. maybe i will ( Read more... )

ah. 9 hour shift. lovely. lol my feet hurt but its SWELL. hehe now im just waitin around. gotta get er done.

dont ask ^^

so last night was the last straw with blaine. fuck him. hes so disrespectful and rude, all he wants is rides places and i aint no TAXI!

ugh. OLIVIA WTF ARE U DOINGGGG

heylooo. today was fun. i woke up, went and got mona, went to the mall with her, had some fun, went to work and then picked up sarah and hung out with her for awhile and then we went to mickenzies and that was fun too, we just layed on her bed, all of us talking. i love those girls ( Read more... )

hey all! i just got home from... wherever i was. lol i was drunk as hell but now im just.. googoo ga ga. umm yeah so i saw alot of ppl tonight. blaine, olivia, sierra.. it was nice. lol it doest sound like that many but shut up u suck ( Read more... )

ive gotten in 2 rather large fights in the past 2 days. sunday night me and dawn go at it like crazy wolfs and then kevin thinks hes slick by bringing his gf up to bowling to try and make me jealous. so i pretty much made an ass of myself and started making a scene throwing pop at him and cussing him out and so they kicked me out and then his gf ( Read more... )

im so happy tonight. not only cuz i got to see my baby, but its just.. i dont know. i had a good shower, just sitting in the tub, shavin my legs ;) and i was just thinking.. im so much better than this.. i aint gonna start small im gonna become who i used to be.. right now. and in some odd way, just looking at blaine walk around with some boneless ( Read more... )

i really need to change.. earlier today at work brenda sort of gave me a reality check, but she was just talking, not even really about me, well, sort of, but just some stuff that andrew said to her, and its like.. whoa.. 8 months ago i would have never pictured myself in this position that i am now. i cant go on like this.. i mean, i can, and i ( Read more... )

im not what he wants... he wants a skinny girl, with a nice ass, nice legs, nice everything, like Gisele Bundchin. i cant be that girl. i never was, and probably never will be. its just so frustrating watching him want these girls and not say anything to me. i dont know. maybe im just crazy ( Read more... )

hello fuck heads. i had a VERY long night and day. i had fun times and bad times lol where should i start off? hm. lets start at the point where i got puleld over for speeding and got a $110 ticket with 2 points! i go pick up my boo and then drive him to some party and then me and sarah get lost and then go smoke and get fucked up. lol it was crazy ( Read more... )

i have had a bad friggin night. i just feel so left out at work when andrews not there. and im REALLY scared. hes going into the army and every time i think about it just wanna cry. even though me and kevin went out for over a year, and me and andrew never really WENT OUT, we just had a thing, andrews the one ill never forget. i mean i wont forget ( Read more... )