Bukk4k3wh0r3: and i left
Bukk4k3wh0r3: and cried the whole way home
Bukk4k3wh0r3: and i was going 80 in a 50
Bukk4k3wh0r3: and flew by a cop
Bukk4k3wh0r3: and i wanted him to pull me over so bad just so when he asked what was wrong with me i could tell someone

last nite was too much to handle. we missed underoath. who knew? were fucking gay. but we shopped instead. i spent all my money on clothes and mac makeup. i think i ate bad sushi. i almost passed out. i got so dizzy and my stomache hurt so bad. i had the shakes. ew. we walked on the strip and yelled at hooker models in the back of a jeep. then we ( Read more... )

archangelic jojo: werd ( Read more... )

i had the wierdest day yesterday. oh man. yea ive been fucked up lately but this was just weird. in some kind of good ways i guess. which is cool, cuz any more days of being fucked up would have killed me. or at least i would have hoped so :x ( Read more... )

Ill keep you deep inside. says ( Read more... )

yea so i havent been myself at all lately. some kind of sick depression has taken over me and its gay. its going to...stop. now. not now. but right fucking now. its ruining everything and to whoever reads this im sorry im such a downer sometimes. gahd. <3 ( Read more... )

last nite i felt what it feels like to be completely empty. hollow. i was nothing. and it scared me ( Read more... )

help me get the fuck out of here. PLEASE.

i say alot when no ones listening. i listen to myself better than anyone else does anyways. who would understand? ive been hiding my sadness with fake smiles and trying to convince myself im still sane. but im not. the one that makes me smile, oh my how i love him so, but my sadness certainly cant be a burdon on him. its hard to keep so much inside ( Read more... )

do you know what its like to feel this alone...?