30 Rock, Jack/Liz, In The Dark, Prompt #20. Writer's choice
Title: The First Time You're Unfaithful
Author: michellek
Challenge: drabble123
Fandom: 30 Rock
Pairings: Jack/Liz, Jack/Other
Table: In The Dark
Prompt: #20. Writer's choice
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 300
Notes: I think people will be annoyed at me for this. Please don't hit me!
Summary: He wishes he were different.
Disclaimer: Not mine. Don't sue.
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He wishes falling in love had changed him; transformed him into a person who values emotions over physicality. But with Liz, he wouldn't just need to consider sex less important, but also be fine with his girlfriend not enjoying the sex they do have. (He wanted it to be different with him, wanted to make her feel the sort of pleasure, the sort of desire, she never has.)
He's not enough for her; she can't be enough for him.
That's why he's in a hotel room with someone he barely knows (and used to sleep with), sitting at the edge of the bed while she kneels in front of him. He watches, feels, her mouth descend on his cock. (This is something he's never asked Liz to do for him; he knows she'd refuse.) He groans, grips the bedspread. Groans in that same rough way when they're both on the mattress, as he's fucking her from behind and feeling her inner walls clench around him. He pulls out, gets her to beg him to keep going. Gets her to slide back and forth on his cock while he watches. Gets so much that he's been missing.
When he comes, he says Liz's name (she is who he wants, and he blames her; if Liz were even slightly similar to this woman, he wouldn't be doing this, he wouldn't need to do this).
She doesn't say anything about it. He wonders if she didn't hear him or doesn't care.
Later, when he's in bed with Liz, he doesn't make any attempt to seduce her. He believes this is part of the reason why she curls up against him as she's about to fall asleep.
"I love you," she says.
He puts his hand over hers; wonders how long this can last. "I love you, too."
END
Author: michellek
Challenge: drabble123
Fandom: 30 Rock
Pairings: Jack/Liz, Jack/Other
Table: In The Dark
Prompt: #20. Writer's choice
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 300
Notes: I think people will be annoyed at me for this. Please don't hit me!
Summary: He wishes he were different.
Disclaimer: Not mine. Don't sue.
*
He wishes falling in love had changed him; transformed him into a person who values emotions over physicality. But with Liz, he wouldn't just need to consider sex less important, but also be fine with his girlfriend not enjoying the sex they do have. (He wanted it to be different with him, wanted to make her feel the sort of pleasure, the sort of desire, she never has.)
He's not enough for her; she can't be enough for him.
That's why he's in a hotel room with someone he barely knows (and used to sleep with), sitting at the edge of the bed while she kneels in front of him. He watches, feels, her mouth descend on his cock. (This is something he's never asked Liz to do for him; he knows she'd refuse.) He groans, grips the bedspread. Groans in that same rough way when they're both on the mattress, as he's fucking her from behind and feeling her inner walls clench around him. He pulls out, gets her to beg him to keep going. Gets her to slide back and forth on his cock while he watches. Gets so much that he's been missing.
When he comes, he says Liz's name (she is who he wants, and he blames her; if Liz were even slightly similar to this woman, he wouldn't be doing this, he wouldn't need to do this).
She doesn't say anything about it. He wonders if she didn't hear him or doesn't care.
Later, when he's in bed with Liz, he doesn't make any attempt to seduce her. He believes this is part of the reason why she curls up against him as she's about to fall asleep.
"I love you," she says.
He puts his hand over hers; wonders how long this can last. "I love you, too."
END