I just read all of your guys' posts that I've been missing ( Read more... )

I like him.
Because I fit in with him and he fits in with me.
And that's it.
Everyone else is either unknown or unwanted.

Maybe I am just another one stupid enough to be fooled by the act.
I know so many other people who claim to see right through it.
Am I looking up to the right people?
Or am I just looking up to people pretending to be the right people?

Fuck you dad.
I hate you.
And I hate stephanie.
All you guys do is make me depressed.
I want to live with you and love you, but you don't treat me the same way.
Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you! fuck you! fucker

God it keeps switching back and forth, I don't know if I can handle it anymore ( Read more... )

Sister, I only ever looked up to you and you let me down.
In the morning you laugh with me and in the evening you push me around.
I can't understand it, but I really do.
You can't handle it, you'll do the things you want to.

I feel so independent at the moment ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while and he's gone now ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better now, maybe because my sister is here.
And I finally have my ipod back, I forgot how much I love it.
And I get to go feed Leslie's fish again, so peaceful.
And my new bass is growing on me.
It needs new strings but besides that it is beautiful.
Thank you.

depressed and I don't know what's causing it.
and I hate it because I really do want to enjoy christmas.
something is wrong with me.
how will it be when you leave