You don't know what you do.

Nov 24, 2004 11:10

I don't know what to feel anymore. I'm going to pieces. Everything I once knew has gone 180 without warning. Or maybe I just didn't want to see what was going on. Maybe I told myself to stop feeling anything so I couldn't get hurt anymore.

We'll see how the rest of the year plays out.

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meyoulou November 24 2004, 12:54:15 UTC
Whats Wrong??? are you ok? do you need to talk to someone???

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michellorocks November 24 2004, 13:02:40 UTC
Meh, I've talked it out a million times and it doesn't make my situation less sucky. I'm ok. It's like anytime something major happens in my life, it can't be just one major event. It has to be at least three. I'll be fine, thanks Rickety.

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sickness_lover November 24 2004, 14:14:22 UTC
Michelle, I know the feeling. Not that I've ever been in even a similar situation but I think I can understand where you're coming from. You know I'm always here to talk. Things will get better I promise!

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Meh... ewanie November 25 2004, 00:09:53 UTC
Funny how things can do that to you, turn 180 that is...too many emotions, too much pressure, wanting so much to just grow-up while staying young...they never seem to warn you of this aspect of life do they? Especially senior year...man, I feel you and I can only hope that things will turn out for the best...though, I don't know about you, but I don't know what that is anymore.

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Oh Yeah... ewanie November 25 2004, 00:15:35 UTC

Happy Thanksgiving...forgot about that. Enjoy the days off =P

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anonymous November 25 2004, 19:21:46 UTC
ack! ack! don't know what's going on! feeling guilty because i don't know! needing guidance and/or chocolate! email asap so don't have to use so many exclamation points!
K

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I WANT TO!! ewanie November 27 2004, 03:39:10 UTC
Lol, did you want me to email? I wasn't sure if you were referring to Michelle or me =P I want to email, except for the fact that I basically don't have a computer anymore since it pretty much exploded. Well, not exploded so much as on the verge of exploding...so I can't use it. Whenever I post I'm at school, so that's why I have little messages here and there. Right now...it's SATURDAY and I'm at school cause I'm finishing up my university applications so we can send them off...damn pressure. Anyhow, since I'm on the topic, I'll list the uni's I'm applying to, though they're in no particular order ( ... )

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