Its been a while I'd say ;)

Apr 11, 2005 08:32

ANYWHO! There has been alot going on. Let start with school (feel free to scroll to a topic you are more interested in)

SCHOOL - I had gotten a letter from the school saying that I could not graduate. Ofcourse I flipped out .. and I called him ... besides having the consoling skillz of a milipede ... he didn't help. I fixed everything, now I walk in may and graduate August. I have to take an internship course here. So I'll be working for one more semester here in the computer lab. Ill be seeing my hommie ;) Justin B (not jbase, a story about him coming up)he'll be taking some classes here. Other than that schools just dandy, Im catching up with my HW, the accident threw me back a few. But alls good.

HOME - Can you believe it ... its good too, Feenie and I are getting along alot better, mainly cause I keep my distance from her, so i can take her shit. The new chic Melissa is cool, shes more down to earth than Feenie, not as posh chu know! Right now the only issue at the apptment is my own ... I need to clean up my room its borderline toxic waste site. Heh .. I've been a busy bee!!

WORK - Got me 2 jobs again, and I am not leaving my new one. I love it!!! I work at Ran Zan. Its a japanese resturant. I love it there they are so awesome to me! It so simple and easy, and the food there is hotness. I get free munchies at the end of the night. We all get a wonderful japanese dinner, and sit in the back and eat Japanese style. Its hotness, Heres the MO of the peeps there
Ginko - Manager and owner, shes a funny but strict Japanese woman
Yuko - Ginkos daughter she a waitress and a cook, both kitchen and Sushi, and probably me 5 years ago, shes nuts and random and always gets yelled at from Ginko, and yet still continues her sillyness.
Mason - A cutie pie, a waiter, makes me laugh with his complete random comments and his clumsyness, all due to the fact that I am pretty sure he is high 96.8% of the time.
Cookman - (the drunk happy japanese man)Cant remeber his name, but hes Ginkos husband who is that typical drunk funny ass cook, I cant understand him half the time, but he always has a blanked out smile on his face!
Sushi man- (the grumpy japanese man) dont know his name either, doesn't speak much english, heck doesn't speak much at all heehee.
Mateus - The dish washer and cooks assistant, hes tall, dark, super young, and very serious. Boo. Young people shouldn't have to be that serious.
Nick - Hard core rocker dude I only worked with once hes a waiter. meh.
And Michelle - Japanese chicie. Shes been waitressing there for 5 years. Shes well a robot, pretty cool, but shes got her routine set.
So there it is, the lil Japanese resurant called Ran Zan. Its awesome food, with awesome people.
At the lab things are the same ... actually they are not ...

RELATIONSHIP - I've dated here and there, being the commitment phobic that I am, thanks to the stupid ass I dated for three years. My "boo" and well .. err Cory have been the only two guys since to make me feel safe to be "me" in a relationship. Cory and I broke up about a year ago. And I've dated since, but it always come down to him. I know better. I always tell my friends to be honest with themselves. And here I am being a hypocrite. Aye ... I see him all the time and I miss him. His confidence, his honesty, randomness, the way he laughed when I'd pounce his portugie ass ... I could go on forever. And quite frankly its killing me. The truth is, I feel like he hinders me. Any time I've tried to move on he's kept me back. How you ask? Well I've kinda met someone, you all know him as Jbase. But his real name is Justin lol yeah I know another one HA! He's real. I was happy but then there is Cory (who I can't seem to drop) ... So this shows me two things, 1. I don't deserve Jbase. 2. I need to distance myself from Cory. And so I decided to change my work schedule and not be around him. I gave him all of his stuff back on his birthday (as a present), I tried to give him his ring back, but he threw it at me and said "please dont ...". WTF! So this friday I've decided to pull him to the side and confess all.I know that doing this, I'm going to give up our friendship. It really sucks, I do love him but this isn't healthy. I need to give myself a chance, I really want to be with Jbase (Justin), but to be fair to him I HAVE to be free of all feelings of Cory.
Much love to my peeps!!
~Micha~
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