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here i feel as if i need to be a pillar of my own strength..i dont have much room for leaning. perhaps i'm the tour of pisa...not quite perfectly straight, but i stand on my own. but what i find to be good is that this still isnt the worst that i've ever been through...i've just been emotional lately...but besides that..i'm chill.

i apologize for last evening, and everyone who imed me and was left with kim telling them that i was passed out. i thank everyone for their concern. muahhh ( Read more... )

ok, so this is what kim and i realized about my eating habits. I dont really eat that many times per day, but... when i eat my one or two meals, I absolutely LOVE eating myself into a state where i can no longer move, then i return to the dorms, am forced to lie down and read a magazine. I think it's my way of making sure that i will be able to ( Read more... )

some people are just sketchy.

oh, so the reason why i was an asshole last night was because i spent 40 min typing a full entry about everything, but i mistyped my password..and poof, it was all gone ( Read more... )

i'm an asshole.

ok, so for some reason there have been so many things going through my head lately. 1- i'm in love with john ur, one of the adjuncts for my ham 1 class. he's from monmouth nj...he's laid back, sexy-oh so sexy, really funny, has really nice eyes, and sarcastic. And he flirts with me. One downfall, he's 27. Upside, he's single. Maybe i can pull a meg ( Read more... )

alright, so i think i told everyone about that kid anthony that called my cell phone last week, but i had no idea who he was. Alright, so it wasnt that kid anthony i went on a date with, it was anthony 2N! blast from the past. i havent talked to him in a full year, which is crazy, but well spent apart. I was talking to him online when he started ( Read more... )

tonight jessie was a little nostalgic about us good ol' new jersey girls. i was touched, until i went out with kim and missed us even more ( Read more... )