I just want to leave this place. I'm feeling quite "blue" as John so eloquently stated.
Something is off, and I have been ignoring it because I really don't want to go back to the state I was in two weeks ago...and then the state I was in two weeks before that...Those are bad places and I don't want to deal with that whole apathetic state of mind again, so i've avoided it, but here it is. It, whatever that it is, is staring me in the face and begging for a conflict. Where oh where is my prince charming and why won't he take me away already? At this point i'm ready to go away with danielle, which wouldnt be bad...we'd have a great time, but prince charming would be ideal.
But nevermind all of that.
So...last post...I dont want to end on a sad note. Today was good. I should be happy.
but lets back up a bit
I've had this for a year. I'd like to say that i've covered a range of topics and themes but thats not true at all. Most of my entries are basically saying the same things but as i got older/learned/whatever (which is just what i guess i did..its not for sure) the way i said those things changed. I cant say it's been a good year. But i cannot say its been a bad year. Lets just say its been a hell of a year. Yeah, I like that...its been a full year...full of what? I dont really know. But twas full.
That's it. Goodbye Livejournal...you've been good to me.
This has been silly :-]
Keep on trucking.
also- I better get a lot of freaking comment. Everyone comment. Say goodbye..i've entertained you enough!