right, so tom and i arent friends anymore. i dont want to go into it. blah. lets just say it involved two fucked up emails and a drunken phone call on his part, and impatience and severe ADD on my part
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you and i are in the same place right now with the missing the first kiss thing. thats the most amazing feeling ever. id read ur porno author. that got me pretty hot. kidding. if i dont succeed as a writer maybe we can be co-authors for porno books.
Re: ::honk::michimunkeyDecember 19 2003, 01:11:25 UTC
so you, annie, and i can all write porn together! although your porno novels will be centered on "getting off" whereas mine and annie's will be more soft core. your mix kicks ass.
that is, by far, one of the most incredible moments in a lifetime. and it never gets old. ever. but luckily, when it's with the right guy, it keeps getting better as the relationship grows. and don't be lonely. first off, you have your friends. and even though us friends can't always be there sexually for you, we're always here to listen and talk. at least that's what i'm here for. and you will find your perfect guy, but it does take time and effort. sometimes he's right in front of you all along and you're just so oblivious to his existence because he's only a "friend" that you never consider looking at him differently. i might just be rambling and making up stuff, but you never know.
and remember: every now and then, people surprise you.
i love you and i'm calling you soon.
*mellie
p.s. i watched 2 episodes of Sex and the City on HBO in demand earlier which were totally psychadelic. best show EVER (besides for Buffy of course, RIP)
melanie, i wouldnt know about the whole relationship thing but i'll take your word for it. i know i have friends. but sometimes i need something, someone, different. whose seperate from the rest of my life. its hard to explain..i hate surprises, btw. love, michi p.s. would be right next to eachother in the alphabet if you took out Q and R
i understand what you mean. sometimes you just need more. and that's fine. everyone needs that "more" in their life at one point. and you'll get yours. it just takes time, as does everything. scratch the surprise idea then. i'm not too keen on them eaither but sometimes, just sometimes, it's the thing you want most. love, mellie
oh my oh my oh my. i love that kiss also, and i can't remember last time i had it either. well yes i can, bc it hasn't happened that often. i'm just, ya know, hopeful for the future. sometimes you gotta hit rock bottom to finally realize where the surface is, you know? in terms of guys. i can't explain...
basically things'll get better and you'll forget you felt this way. so smile will your single-ness lasts!!!!!! yeah it's not that easy (i'm on your position) but lets play happy bachlorette.
im glad you get what im saying. its nice to know im not making these kisses up. i miss them so much. the thing with being a happy bachlorette is that its only good when you want it, but if you dont want that, then its not good. just sad. hopefully, we'll have those kisses again sometime. im rambling now so i'll stop.
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id read ur porno author. that got me pretty hot. kidding. if i dont succeed as a writer maybe we can be co-authors for porno books.
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spending so much time with you in a giant vibrating penis shaped metal thing was fun. we should do it more often.
and dont feel so lonely, i'll be a pornographic author with you.
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your mix kicks ass.
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but luckily, when it's with the right guy, it keeps getting better as the relationship grows.
and don't be lonely.
first off, you have your friends. and even though us friends can't always be there sexually for you, we're always here to listen and talk. at least that's what i'm here for. and you will find your perfect guy, but it does take time and effort. sometimes he's right in front of you all along and you're just so oblivious to his existence because he's only a "friend" that you never consider looking at him differently. i might just be rambling and making up stuff, but you never know.
and remember: every now and then, people surprise you.
i love you and i'm calling you soon.
*mellie
p.s. i watched 2 episodes of Sex and the City on HBO in demand earlier which were totally psychadelic. best show EVER (besides for Buffy of course, RIP)
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i wouldnt know about the whole relationship thing but i'll take your word for it. i know i have friends. but sometimes i need something, someone, different. whose seperate from the rest of my life. its hard to explain..i hate surprises, btw.
love,
michi
p.s. would be right next to eachother in the alphabet if you took out Q and R
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scratch the surprise idea then. i'm not too keen on them eaither but sometimes, just sometimes, it's the thing you want most.
love,
mellie
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i love that kiss also, and i can't remember last time i had it either. well yes i can, bc it hasn't happened that often. i'm just, ya know, hopeful for the future. sometimes you gotta hit rock bottom to finally realize where the surface is, you know? in terms of guys. i can't explain...
basically things'll get better and you'll forget you felt this way. so smile will your single-ness lasts!!!!!! yeah it's not that easy (i'm on your position) but lets play happy bachlorette.
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honking right back at you
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