NO MORE PAIN~A lion's heart
CHAPTER 4 -HAUNTED
"You are kidding right?" Kazuya spill a piece of his sandwich after hearing what Tatsuya said.
"No" Tatsuya continued eating without looking at him.
"But..."
"I'm a coward, aren't I?"
Kazuya stopped and stared at him confused, he still couldn't believe it.
"No just...amazing" kazuya said and he also continued eating."Will you teach me some moves? I might look tough but I'm kinda weak at fighting"
It was then when Tatsuya stopped and blinked twice.
"Um..."
"If you don't feel like it then never mind."
"No...it's ok really. I can teach you one or two moves"
"Hontou?" Kazuya had this childish eyes which made Tatsuya giggle.
"Yes!" Tatsuya smiled brightly.
"Oh god!" Kazuya closed his eyes and hit his forehead.
"Hmm?"
"How could he beat you up with a smile like that?"
"Eh?"
Kazuya opened his eyes and grinned then he grabbed his hand and pulled him up.
"Teach me!"
"Now?"
"Yes!"
"Kazuya..."Tatsuya pouted. Then he blocked a punch coming from him.
"Oh, good! Now teach me how to do that I have the worst reflexes"he started jumping around him.
Tatsuya suddenly punched him. He stopped with a smirk on his face and fell on his knees pressing his hands against the floor.
"You talk too much!" Tatsuya said and returned to his sandwich.
Kazuya raised his head and started laughing which also made Tatsuya laugh with his mouth full.A little bit of blood was pouring from his lip.
"Kazuya...your lip is bleeding!"
"Eh?" he touched his lip with his finger and when he saw the blood he fainted. Tatsuya swallowed the food and fell on his knees grabbing Kazuya's shoulders.
"Mattaku...and he wants to protect me" Tatsuya sighed.
"Mou...Tat-chan...you are a sadistic person" Kazuya mumbled when he opened his eyes.
"Are you alright?"
"Yeah..kinda...I just faint when I see blood"
"I usually woke up in my own blood." Tatsuya said still holding Kazuya in his arms. The younger one looked up at him scowling.
"And masochistic too" then he got up like nothing happened and held a hand for Tatsuya.
"Arigatou!" he said grabbing his hand. But somehow Kazuya lost his balance and fell on the bed with Tatsuya on top of him.
Tatsuya wanted to get up but Kazuya grabbed his waist and turned him around so that he could be on top.
Kazuya approached his face and held his hands tight against the bed, then he got closer to his ear and whispered.
"Did he do this to you?"
Kazuya started kissing him on the neck then he went closer and closer to his lips and forced a kiss on him.
He could hear a scream coming from Tatsuya's throat while he deepened the kiss and tightened the grip on his hands.
"Mmmmmmm!"
He screamed and struggled under Kazuya who kept kissing him until he started crying and that's when Kazuya stopped and put his head next to his but he was still holding his hands .
"I'm sorry for doing this to you. He wasn't only beating you, was he? I'm sorry Tat-chan...I'm sorry" Kazuya started crying too and he released his hands caressing his head and sitting on top of him so he wouldn't get up. "Shhh...I'm sorry..."
Tat-chan was crying and Kazuya was whispering in his ear words of forgiveness. It was something he had to do just to see how far his father went.
When he felt Tatsuya calmed down he turned around on his bed hitting his forehead again, he closed his eyes and swallowed disgusted.
"i will erase that from your memory , I promise..." he turned his head and looked at Tatsuya who turned his back on him, laying like a fetus.
Kazuya waited for an answer while his tears didn't stop.
"It was when I reacted that he got mad and said ~Come here you bitch!!~. I guess he mistook me for my mom"
"YOU GUESS?!" Kazuya suddenly got up on his bottom and grabbed Tatsuya's shoulders turning him around to face him."He fucking RAPED you!! I know you look like a girl and he was drunk but he was your FATHER. I'm going to ki~"
A shy calm smile coming from Tatsuya made Kazuya stop. A tear poured down his cheek but his smile didn't disappear. Kazuya had a sudden urge to carress his cheek so he wiped away the tear that almost dried and kissed his forehead.
"I'm sorry, Tat-chan!" he remained with his lips on Tatsuya's forehead mumbling ~I'm sorry~ until he fell asleep. He moved him so that he could put his head on the pillow and sat next to him tucking his hair behind his ear.
"Shhh"
It was when he felt Tatsuya's regular breathing that he also fell asleep with one hand on Tatsuya's cheek and the other went around Tatsuya's shoulders.
When Tatsuya woke up the next day Kazuya wasn't next to him although he could swear they slept together. He shook away the thought and went towards the bathroom when Kazuya suddenly opened the door. His hair was wet and had only a towel around his hips. Tatsuya turned his face embarrassed but the younger one grabbed his chin so that he would face him. He looked straight into his eyes.
"Ohayou! Did you sleep well?"
Tatsuya widened his eyes and swallowed in emptiness. Couldn't release one word.
"What happened , cat got your tongue?" Kazuya grinned and let him go then he entered the room falling on the bed. Tatsuya was leaning against the door's frame.
Kazuya held his hands under his head and looked at Tatsuya.
"Are you...still upset by what I did last night? If you are I can talk to my f~"
"No!"Tatsuya turned around with a big smile on his face. "I just got up and felt a little dizzy so I wanted to splash some water on my face. Sorry, I didn't know you were taking a shower". Tatsuya came back and sat on the bed next to him. Kazuya got up and patted his head then he went to his closet and took out a T-shirt.
"Lucky you didn't wake up earlier."Kazuya teased him without turning around looking for a pair of pants.
Tatsuya's cheeks got all red so he rushed to the bathroom and closed the door behind him.
"Dizzy huh?" Kazuya grinned. "Yatta!" he took the pants out of the pile of clothes , threw the towel ~he was wearing underwear just in case~ and put the pants on. "You can come out now, Tat-chan!" he shouted with a grin and went into the kitchen. He could hear the door open and close.
"It's Saturday. What do you want for breakfast?" Kazuya turned around and waited for an answer.
"Ano... can I cook?"
"Hontou?" Kazuya had those innocent eyes again that made Tatsuya giggle.
"Yes.. just tell me what you want."
"Anything?"
"Anything..."
"When did you have time to learn how to cook?"
When Kazuya realized what he said he bit his lip and slapped his forehead.
"When he wasn’t at home" he answered smiling gently. "What will it be then?"
"Steak..with rice!" he finally answered licking his lips.
"Alright!" Tatsuya smiled again and it made Kazuya feel confused.
"Are you sure you are alright? Don't you hate me? Please tell me you hate me so that I can do something about it"
"I don't hate you, Kazu-chan" he said without turning around. He took the meat from the fridge and the rice from a box. But all this time he didn't look at Kazuya.
"Tat-chan, look at me!"
Tatsuya stopped from what he was doing then he turned around with questioning eyes . Kazuya tried to read him but all he could see was a beautiful face and a shy smile, eyes fixed on the table. Kazuya raised his chin and Tatsuya smiled even more brightly than before which entirely satisfied Kazuya who answered patting his head.
"Now you can continue with your cooking"
All the time Tatsuya was cooking Kazuya stared at him following every move. "How did he manage to cook in that state? What other surprises does he have for me,Tat-chan?" he asked himself and put his elbow on the table and leaned his head on his hand, sighing.
"Setsunakunaru kaerimichi itsumade suzukuno
Kokoro no suki manno umete kureru yuki
Itsumo minareta fuukei ni kimi ga iru dakede
Mita koto no nai machi ni miete kuru..."
Tatsuya turned around so that he could serve Kazuya but then he stopped since the other one was staring at him with mouth opened.
"Are you that hungry?" Tatsuya giggled and put the pan on the table.
"You were singing..." Kazuya mumbled his mouth still open.
"Oh...I didn't even realize it" he shrugged and went for the rice.
"Tat-chan you have an amazing voice!!" Kazuya's sudden outburst made Tatsuya thrub.
"So?" he raised an eyebrow as he was putting the rice on Kazuya's plate.
"So?!" Kazuya repeated after him and raised his hands.
"What?"
"Nothing..."Kazuya sighed."You still need to change yourself"
"I don't get you" Tatsuya sat at the table next to him.
"You don't need to. Itadakimaaaaasu!" Kazuya opened his mouth and swallowed a big piece of steak then he took rice until his mouth couldn't take it anymore."Oishii!! Totemo oishii! This tas~tes bet~ter thahn Mika-chan'shh" Kazuya said with his mouth full, spilling rice all over the table.
"Mou Kazu-chan... you are such a kid sometimes" Tatsuya pouted and wiped away what fell from Kazuya's mouth.
"Sankyu ne?" he said then he took another piece of steak and pushed it in his mouth.
"Ano..."
Kazuya looked at him since his mouth was full and couldn't answer.
"Could you help me with something? Kina asked me to prepare the haunted room this ye~" Tatsuya stopped because Kazuya scowled when he heard that name.
"Soh?" he asked spilling rice. Tatsuya took a piece and threw it away.
"I want to do something that could make them see another part of me. Something that could make them stop behaving like that towards me."
Kazuya raised his fist and rolled his eyes.
"i know but...violence is not the solution and I know that better than anyone else"
Kazuya sighed and nodded.
"Then what should I do? A haunted house must be scary and I'm not scary"
Kazuya nodded and swallowed then he released a sound of pleasure.
"Thank you for the food it was really delicious" he took the plates to wash them.
"Do you really want to do it?" he asked without turning around.
"Yes...with whatever means possible"
"Then you'll sing...leave the rest to me!" Kazuya concluded. "What an amazing courage he has..." Kazuya thought and put the last plate in the drier.
END OF CHAPTER 4
You might ask now...is how can a man, father etc rape his son. |I'm tragic aren't I? It was the worst scene I'd ever written in my life maybe because I watched MARS two times XD
I just want to point out how wonderful the character is..even though he went through a lot he still has the courage to smile and Kazu-chan will help him to get through everything.
I always end up making Kame a vampire...one way or another XD
Kyaaaa! A TOMATO IS COMING AFTER ME...RUUUUUN :((