I've felt an alarming, strong sense of incompetence. The type you feel cannot be overcome, despite the fact that people tell you optimism overcomes any form of anxiety. It's that type of feeling- like when you're trying to come up with that one word that can perfectly describe a moment, but the word just won't come to mind for the life of you. When ( Read more... )

I really don't enjoy not knowing where my life is going.

I never write in this. I've restrained myself from doing so for the mere purpose of no one's pleasure- since not one individual on the face of the earth uses nonetheless reads anyone's livejournal anymore. So it's kind of depressing to write an entry because it's equivalent to speaking to myself ( Read more... )

From: Recicar, Carol ( Read more... )

This year should be interesting and overwhelming. Why?

January: My 17th birthday (golden year) and foreign exchange student from Seattle

Febuary:  Ring Ceremony, FSU, Havana Harry's

March: Ultra Music Festival, NY Journalism at Columbia, and brother comes home!

April: Spring break! Congress elections, Robotics competition, and Washington DC Close-UP

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I should have realized how much of an introvert I was at home before agreeing to host an exchange student for an entire month.

Other than that,
I donated blood and 11 inches of my hair.

It feels nice.

I have the best family.
(Even if they're on another continent, 5,000 miles away).


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So this weekend while preparing for the lovely Masquerade Ball, Maite and I had the great privelage of buying garbage bags for our haunted house (since we had already used 6,045 boxes and were in need of a good 77 more). The closest place possible was the CVS located on Granada (see: ghetto). When we got there, Maite decides parking would be ( Read more... )

It has come to my immediate attention that ( Read more... )

My heroes (in no particular order):


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