anwser me this
Answer me this: how do I manage to torture myself over and over and over again?
I don’t get it, I mean you would think I would learn from it after the 10th time but no its like the trillionth time that its happened and I cant seem to stop getting myself in these situations where in the end I just come out hurt. What is it? What do I do that puts myself in these downward spirals? I become their friend, devoted to helping when needed and celebrating when called for…and then low and behold I become attached to them, because I start to love each and everyone of them for all their good and bad aspects. And then they find someone else someone they enjoy more and they leave me, alone without a clue what to do except find another one to fill the empty space that the previous one left behind…wow Michelle way to be depressing.
So anyways there is my situation. Any advice would be warmly welcomed.