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[mickeyblue317]

waaaaay to damn early for me to be typing an entry, im pretty lit up right now but im with it. haha. tonight was gonna be a beat night till my cousin marissa called me up and said she was in town with my friend steve and wanted to come over and drink so hey im def with that ya know. so we had a good time. i love chillin with my cousin, she cracks

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[iamd]

dude, i'm like the same way. i barely ever talk about when things bother me or i'm really down about things. because who wants to be around someone who's always crying about themselves? or someone who's depressed. no one. so i keep a lot of shit to myself & just go around being the happy, cheery, always has a smile, 'sparkling personality' [as my friend andy says] girl that i am. trying to be happy for others & making other people smile & have fun. & i hide everything that i'm feeling all the time. it sucks though because then i get down on myself about it & keep it bottled up inside. & if i don't smile for 2 seconds everyone gets on my case about it haha. like i'm invinsable or something.