I don't think anyone really reads these much anymore. I suppose that's the reason I post so infrequently. But I always keep up with my friends' posts, and though I always want to comment, I never do. But your past few entries have made me sad, and I really wanted to offer my two cents, whatever they're worth
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you are so sweet! It is true. Being happy is the scariest emotion in the world. I never seem to enjoy it, I just waste that time worrying about when it is going to end. You are right. It is a comfort to know that I was an important part of someone's life. I'm just worried I let the right one go. I'm very thankful for people's advice about who I should and shouldn't be with but I don't know how to separate what is actually good for me and what people are telling me what's best. This transition from living at home to moving to a different state and kind of starting all over is very lonely. Having this one person there was a comfort but again I took it for granted. I guess what it all comes down to is I don't want to have to get over this person. He was a huge part of my life, an important part at that, and I don't know if I should let that go. I hope you are having a great summer. I didn't think anyone read these either! But I really appreciate you commenting. I wish you the best, you deserve it!
You seem to have a pretty firm grasp on your emotions and what you want, and only you know what is best for you. If pursuing the hell out of this person until they decide to become part of your life again is what you truly want and need, then so be it. You deserve to be happy! Just keep in mind that relying on someone else to make you happy never works, it all come from inside you. It sucks haha, but it's so so true. I know what you mean about the whole moving away thing, it was toughest thing in the world that I've ever done, and I've regretted it on more than one occasion, but now I know it was the best decision I ever made. I hope you come to that realization, too. I hope your summer is going well! Mine has been so super long, I am more than ready to go back to school (isn't that weird? lol.). Good luck with the next semester and sorting all this stuff out <3
I do need to make me happy first. It's always been hard for me to find a way that I am truly happy with who I am. I did rely on this person because he was always something positive. I am super excited to be back at school :) and being single during this time has made it easier to leave home and focus on me and my studies. Hope you have a safe trip back to school! and have a great year :)
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It is true. Being happy is the scariest emotion in the world. I never seem to enjoy it, I just waste that time worrying about when it is going to end.
You are right. It is a comfort to know that I was an important part of someone's life. I'm just worried I let the right one go.
I'm very thankful for people's advice about who I should and shouldn't be with but I don't know how to separate what is actually good for me and what people are telling me what's best.
This transition from living at home to moving to a different state and kind of starting all over is very lonely. Having this one person there was a comfort but again I took it for granted.
I guess what it all comes down to is I don't want to have to get over this person. He was a huge part of my life, an important part at that, and I don't know if I should let that go.
I hope you are having a great summer. I didn't think anyone read these either! But I really appreciate you commenting. I wish you the best, you deserve it!
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I am super excited to be back at school :) and being single during this time has made it easier to leave home and focus on me and my studies.
Hope you have a safe trip back to school! and have a great year :)
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