hmm.. updating again to waste time that i dont have. lol ( Read more... )

i should be studying for my test in... an hour. but since when do i do what i should ( Read more... )

aight.. quick update on... well, not much. lol ( Read more... )

eddie called last night.. all i wanted was more of an explanation. that's all. that was most of the hurt... the fact that it was like BAM, over, no warning, totally blindsided me. he mentioned that he wanted to be single and that he didnt think he would have any time for it cuz of work. THAT i understand.. that's all i needed to hear. he loves work ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to start. i went up to UD after work last night to visit my sis. well... eddie broke up with me at like 3am ONLINE. he said the reason was cuz he didnt wanna be with someone who didnt know what they wanted to do with their life. wtf?!? this really hit me out of the blue. 3 nights earlier he had said he could see us being ( Read more... )

this past weekend was awesome.. i know if i dont update now, i never will. and even now i have a bajillion other things i should be doing. but fuck it ( Read more... )

quick update before bed.. although there's not much to update about. i'm down tonight cuz i had to work 9-6:30, and it's freeeezing cold and lonely on a saturday night. my babe's sick and i didnt get to see him. hopefully he'll get to feeling better ( Read more... )

i'm trying to make myself write right now... the desire to update comes more from the procrastination of other things than the actual want to ( Read more... )

hmm ( Read more... )

enjoying that cloud 9 feeling... the one that makes you smile like a psycho out of nowhere and you can't stop it. it's been a while since i've had something to make me look forward to each new day. i'm liking where this is going.

so great :-D