Retrospect

May 19, 2005 02:14


He didn't, couldn't, wouldn't kiss me good-bye.

Getting involved with him was ... I hesitate to use the word mistake, because I definitely beneifited from the experience. In what way, I'm not entirely sure. But I'm pretty sure I did.

I gave up my power and pride. And the power of pride. In the end, he made small talk, not bothering to express one, ( Read more... )

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stupidviking May 19 2005, 06:56:29 UTC
ive heard this story before...no wait i lived it.

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corius May 19 2005, 08:15:50 UTC
I am sorry buddy. Fuck boys!

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a_midnite_radio May 19 2005, 14:06:25 UTC
that pisses me off so much. I HATE when people don't realize what they had. I tried for a year to get you to want me like that. (a little smiling humor).

I cried on the way home because MCR came on my mix cd, ha. I'm so addicted to you Trent.

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Greg so much <3 vicedriven May 19 2005, 16:19:52 UTC
As much as I'm sure it made you ache, I'm proud of you for not following him. There was no reason, at this point, to sacfrifice any integrity. Moreover, it was a crock of shit that he wouldn't kiss you goodbye. A goodbye kiss is worth alot. It seals the deal, put's a ribbon on it so that you can stock it away with the other broken dreams. You did the right thing and it's not going to hurt as much as he will when he eventuallly comes to terms with who he is and what he's done.

I'm around till Saturday. VISIT darling. Hugs like woah.

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kkdahl May 19 2005, 19:36:09 UTC
What can I say? Nothing. I wish I had some words of wisdom, but I don't...
Better to have loved and lost? (stupid bullshit to make people pretend that they know anything about anythingm you may say, but bear with me...). Do I know what its like, do I know how you feel?
No. Zorry, caan't relate. I'll ask you one simple question...
which of us is the sadder specimen.
(i hope you get my heartfelt meaning...I'm a little out of it over here)
MISSING YOU!
LLL LLL LLL AND MARE LLL!
~yaar Dahlly wango llllllama! (Hail Jane!)

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