So after months of the downward spiral, things have come to a head. I've spent the last day or so trying to clean up and move on, as a new me
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Things have finally settled down. I dont have work feverishly work on commissions just to make ends meet. I've finally got my new place all set up to my satisfaction. I've got a couple of ongoing D&D groups to fill my weekends with. Things are okay... Just kinda lonely, living by myself.
My sweetie is visiting soon... 10 days with him. I can't
Well, now that I suddenly have a rather large debt to pay off, and my income is barely covering my living expenses, I'm tentatively offering a few commission slots to help me pay for these things
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Im not a scrooge or anything, I just have a very long history of this holiday period being incredibly awful towards me. I can;t remember a single time when it was good, and its usually bad.
So please, stop wishing me a happy new year, because I can't take it anymore.