Scared. -_-` without a reason! yeah...

Jan 02, 2011 16:14

First, Happy new year! Now right on the ramblings. xD

Ok. So I twisted my knee. Again. It hurts. And tomorrow I will have to go to the hospital.

...They're going to operate on it. *bites lip*

Damn it. (Ouch, I usually don't swear but just this once) ._. I remember when I first fell. About two years ago. And I thought it would be fine. But noooo, now it has to start hurting again. I can't dance, I can't run, I can't jump. God~ ... Oh, well! On the bright side of things if the operation is a success(which it should be) I will be able to do all that again! ^_^ Without much or any pain! Yay! So I can't wait for that. They said a bloodless operation will do the trick. And that there isn't much risk at all so I don't need to worry. But still. I don't like hospitals, what if they mistaken something ...and ...and do something else instead? Like mistaking me for another patient and operating my heart, or or, something else? o_o'

Ok, now that's ridiculous. I admit it. ^^ *sighs* I've never been proud of my imagination so why does it have to start working now? And why does it have to show me the worst things that could happen? Hell, some of them are too weird to even be possible. Eheheheh~

Oh, on the other hand I won't go to school! For like... 1-2 days. xD Well, it's not much but it's something~ I'll finish one of my fics, yes, I should do that. For my lovely friend Tita-chan! <3 Yep, that will make her happy. (And I'll have an excuse to torment her to write as well, muhahaha.)

Enough of my complaining! I'll be positive. Yeah~ I'll just think of the lovely dress that I will receive shortly. (Kyaaa, it's in gothic lolita style, I am soo happy! xD) And and... and I'll listen to some cheerful music. Yosh! bb~ <3

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She's locked up with a spinning wheel
She can't recall what it was like to feel
She says, "This room's gonna be my grave
And there's no one who can save me"
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ramblings

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