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Mar 16, 2005 14:35

with the increase of my suffering and the advancement of the infection i am most vulnerable to watching shmultzy dvd's like samsara, getting overwhelmed by fluttering advertisement flags in the supermarket and finding myself rating ridiculous questions like some in this quiz. finally i have a little direction; perhaps a small journey to the ( Read more... )

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sallowsiserary March 16 2005, 06:10:04 UTC
Oh dear, still not feeling well? Too bad it wasn't just a pnemonic virus.Perhaps some Auster will balm ...
"The blind way is etched
in your palm: it leads to the voice
you had bartered, and will bleed, once again
on the prongs of this sleep-hewn
braille. A breath
scales the wick of my stammering,
and lights the air that will never
recant. Your body is your own
measured burden. And walks with the weight
of fire."
What is your deepest fear?

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midday_volery March 16 2005, 10:00:01 UTC
ta, i am enjoying your auster selections; they feel like servings of rich gravy and red wine - i may have to search out the roast. my deepest fear? mmm, (lying back on the couch) i dont really know. i have had a recurring dream involving an abstract blob in deep space which used to be so devastating to me that it required medication when i was a teenager. the feeling was that i had somehow caused the obliteration of everything and i was inconsolable ... now the sensation is more productive, my own ethical imperative which perhaps i have contravened recently... the contravention may be driven by what you hinted at it in your dream analysis: that which i find most familiar is unattainable in a bodily form and this can be both wonderful and very frustrating ... are you trying to save me from the maroon!?

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lusciouslylost March 16 2005, 18:28:51 UTC
aren't you good at avoiding a topic? are you an academic by any chance? politics could be good for you with this talent. though seeing as you scored as a buddhist this might not be the right career path. i am wondering why anarchy isn't a choice? or polytheism? or fetishism? fanaticism? aren't these afterall the new religions in our modern society? i think i will go and pray for a while now to whichever god i fancy. maybe i will pray to the abstract blob in deep space. sounds like a god to me.

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Ado(or in/ring) the hidden sallowsiserary March 16 2005, 19:24:46 UTC
(lusciouslylost: don't worry. the more he hides, the more he shows ( ... )

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what a sweet way to say redundant... sallowsiserary March 17 2005, 08:00:48 UTC
but I know what you mean, and that is what happens with sleep deprivation. (Aspirin (g) tree (ts), your puns/prose never cease to amaze). Marron:Ah, see, as an artist, I was blinded by the local color.(I thought since it consisted of reds browns and blues, you might have been referring to the combination of passion/sorrow/nature that is life. Thanks for the clear-up, I'd begun analyzing that word ad absurdum.Not ill-formed, it merely fell on ill-informed ears. You're right about the lack of humanitarianism:I jokingly call myself a misogynist because I am drawn to the same number of women as men. It makes me queasy too. It's always evoked for me a memory of driving in stretch caprice classics with old mafia men as a little girl. "charmingly ascerbic",how repulsively darling. Yeah the jungian analysis always struck me as a bit cliche, but it's what people seem to like. "something else" is quite the pleasing threat. If possesion did decrease the magicanism, 'twould be a sad day indeed for the philosophy of the real, and the theatre of ( ... )

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midday_volery March 17 2005, 11:47:40 UTC
we will make arrangements with the kitchen lady s., the courses, i am sure you understand, will have to be served in a leisurely fashion. oh, please be careful on the roads, we are hearing shocking stories from sleeping drivers.

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sallowsiserary March 17 2005, 13:38:11 UTC
thanks ( I won't fall asleep. It is a proclivity to which i am rather immune). I'll watch the sky for your brethren, of course. Don't let the nasty little leprechauns give you any of their pluck. yes, must see to the help. hope you feel better,
s.

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midday_volery March 18 2005, 00:22:47 UTC
mmm, its been a riotous night, but its a soft, overcast morning and i have been wondering about letting grandpa pat in to deal with a couple of stubborn cases. i wasnt thinking about you falling asleep, i am thinking about other drivers drifting across the lanes!

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too too fun anonymous March 17 2005, 22:37:22 UTC
Re: too too fun midday_volery March 18 2005, 00:08:23 UTC
thanks No. 4. i got more out of one press of a button on that quiz than a long scroll on the other! i picked 'eternally returning' to which the mechanical engineers gave me a feasibility rating of 0.9. Had the engineers read their Nietzsche more carefully they would have less trouble separating time from matter when assessing eternity. these quizzes always say more about the developer than the subject!

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