if i attempt and obviously succeed in killing americans with chicken nuggets then shouldnt my insanity level be much higher?

hmmm, i would feel like some sort of fast foodish place that serves dum ass americans chicken nuggets made out of cardboard(for texture), grease(for flavor), and of course a decent helping of msg. eat up dum fucks~

everything is ending ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel empty as if all the good things in my life right now arent real, that any day now it will all disapear, like a dream because i look back on the good things in my life and they feel like a dream, so am i going wake up soon? and if i do will it even matter, im not much, but there is so much beauty in the world, im lost in it, i want ( Read more... )

hmmm...yes
im sober
its a sad thing
but i can think
i guess
whats the point in thinking if all thoughts bring forth morbid scenes in the mind
i miss my mouse
i need the laughter
the maddness
the joy
you are the only person that brought "joy" to my x-mas

everyone else appears empty to me, but your full of light

~hopper~

agh! chase and nick are great and i guess im cool with it all, but its just hard cuz whenever im around nick i just wanna go and plant one right on the kisser and canoodle. i think he would freak out so i wont. this is not about sex! yah i like sex, but i thought it was more than that. i dont know what to do really, there is nothing to do, so ill ( Read more... )

guys are weird ( Read more... )

i hate blow i hate it im never doing it again i fucked up something because i was too fucked up i barely even remember anything i hate this i hate it, why did we have to break up when i was so fucked up, i didnt even want to i hate this i just want to crawl in my closet and die, i cant think im gunna quit everything even smoking for a while as long ( Read more... )

for the first time since early summerish i had a complete realization of my life my twisted little life ( Read more... )

im a weirdo and it cant be helped, and that ok i guess

give me some lovin