Basics
Name/Alias: Leah / Hana Rui /
madpockyAge: 20+
Gender: female
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: no pref
Where you heard about this community: from lj’s search engine
About You
Favorite Color: turquoise
Favorite Food: potato chips
Favorite Song (and why): right now it’s Motherland from Full Metal Alchemist, because it makes me wanna cry whenever i hear it and i can’t understand why-blimey, i can hardly understand a word of it, either xp
Strengths: i’m a multi-tasker, i am scared stiff of death-a strength because it keeps me from killing myself whenever the going gets too tough
Weaknesses: sometimes, i tend to be too cynical and untrusting for my own good; i am passive-aggressive; i’m ambivalent and indecisive at most times
What you love: my family, my cat
What you hate: cigarettes, calamities, holiday traditions, sucky voice overs, narrow-mindedness
Hobbies & Interests: anime, manga, literature, mythology, yaoi, yuri, rpg, retro tv, old movies, music
Your dream: to live my life just the way i wanted
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: i am at first a pessimist, then an optimist when idealism kicks in
Mature or Immature: immature at most
Summer or Winter: winter
Morning or Night: night
Outgoing or Shy: shy
Conservative or Risky: conservative (with repressed riskiness)
Lead or Follow: follow
Confident or Modest: modest
Logic or Emotion: emotion
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not?
This would depend on whether or not people can prove themselves worthy of my trust. It may take some time, though-and some herculean effort to break through the labyrinth of cynicism that is me.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not?
This would depend on the kind of work I would have to do. If it were more of an intellectual project, I’m more comfortable working alone as my ideas are oftentimes too twisted to jive with anybody’s taste. Now when it requires some physical exertions, I would prefer having a few brawns to assist me as I don’t have much of that myself xp
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve?
I’ve had experience with all of the above.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through?
I act on instinct most of the time. But when a greater prize is at stake, I often opt to think things through first-then end up following my instinct in the end, anyway xp
What is your choice weapon and why?
I’ve always been fascinated with swords. I like the stylish way they are crafted, and the elegance and skill with which they are used in battle.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it?
That I should be a writer. And would I fight for this? I am already doing so. Subtly.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be?
I would like to be more of a fighter. I would like to be able to fight for what I want without constantly feeling like I’ve failed someone.
Extra
(If you have three (3) clear pictures of yourself, provide them. If not, provide a detailed description of yourself)
I’ve got black hair, black eyes, average height and weight. I think I’m beginning to look like a zombie from staying late hours writing and reading more stuffs than I can ever contain. Aside from that, I look pretty normal-I think. Nothing to scare little innocent kids off to kingdom come.
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