KNIGHTS OF THE ROUND.
Basics
Name/Alias: Sara Ellen (Middle name) Genevieve (Confirmation name) ---------. Devi-chan, himi. ‘Sara Without An ‘H’’.
Age: Fourteen, as of March 10th.
Gender: Female.
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: No pref.
Where you heard about this community: Saw it on the affiliate page of one of the other rating communities I belong to.
About You
Favorite Color: Silver. It’s neither black or white, but shimmers slightly and sort of goes with everything.
Favorite Food: SO MANY. But I’m going to have to go with a bowl of white rice, sweet and sour sauce all over it. That, or ice cream, because ice cream is the one true gift of the gods.
Favorite Song (and why): Also SO MANY. I’ll just go with one…’A Rush of Blood to the Head.’ By Coldplay. ‘So I’m gonna buy this place and burn it down. I’m gonna put it six feet underground. I’m gonna buy this place and watch it fall. Stand beside it, baby, and watch the crumbling walls…” It’s a sad song, slightly haunting.
Strengths: I’m said to be creepily intelligent, which I deny, but I do very well in school. Artistic. Mutable. Somehow end up the leader all the time…Um. I’m said to have charisma, which I suppose I do, but it only happens when it’s completely unnecessary. Compassionate, and volunteer a lot. Boxer and kick boxer, so have some physical strength.
Weaknesses: BLEEDING HEART. I feel guilty about everything possible. Obsessed with people having a good impression of me. Paranoid. Obsessed with weight loss. Very self-conscious. Arrogant in some ways. Can be a self-pitying little emo when not busying self with thousands of projects. Rampant overachiever. Very disorganized. In short, I’m utterly incapable at dealing with life.
What you love: Rain, art, friends, notebooks, ink pens that don’t suck, fandom, politics, martial arts, role-playing, poetry, E.E. Cummings, yaoi, quiet, living, water.
What you hate: Headaches, fakes, family at times, myself, homophobes, racists, sexists, pens that don’t work when I need them, being weak.
Hobbies & Interests: Politics, literature, movies, swimming, kick-boxing, boxing, Ju-Jitsu, running, playing piano, writing, fandoms, the internet.
Your dream: To leave this place and be able to travel across this world without limits or people holding me back, without expectations and boundaries, just being able to go wherever I want to with whoever I want or alone. Absolute freedom.
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Pessimistic.
Mature or Immature: Mature.
Summer or Winter: Winter.
Morning or Night: Night.
Outgoing or Shy: Outgoing.
Conservative or Risky: Risky.
Lead or Follow: Lead.
Confident or Modest: Modest.
Logic or Emotion: Emotion.
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not? No. Because people are never one thing or another, they’re always just flowing, shifting, into one thing than the next before you can even close your eyes. And they’re so different when you open them again.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not?I like to work alone, as…I don’t know, whenever I worked in a work I usually got pressured into doing everything as I was the ‘smart one.’
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve?Help people. I feel so guilty if I don’t, it’s an obligation that will keep biting at me if I don’t stop and help someone. And people rarely get what they deserve, and the people that don’t do.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through?On impulse, mostly. And then I regret it. But that’s probably not going to change anytime soon.
What is your choice weapon and why?Hmm. I love so many weapons. But…it’d be either some sort of gloves, leather and black. Can’t ever get past my boxing. Or some sort of long knife, a close range blade that you can still be close enough to feel the way skin tears and bleeds, and the feeling of closeness you get when sparring.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it?Freedom. And, yes, I would.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be?My body. I want to be beautiful, utterly beautiful. And it’s so shallow, I’m not hideously ugly, but I want to be wanted by everybody.
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