Knights of the Round
Basics
Name/Alias: Jaenelle
Age: 21
Gender: la femme
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: girl, please!
Where you heard about this community: keybladerating
About You
Favorite Color: white, teal, pink
Favorite Food: yakisoba, gyouza, xiao long bao zi, oh, and pizza. :D And other pastas. And sandwiches. Yesh.
Favorite Song (and why): oh god, I have too many! Um... at the moment I like Anson Hu's Qing Bu Zi Jin mainly not only because of the lyrics, but I love his vocals and his style. XD
Strengths: Compassionate, a logical dreamer, perky but calm and serious, honest, idealist, philosophical, creative, good at listening and good at advice, somewhat musical, spontaneous and pure
Weaknesses: naive, stubborn, easily manipulated (but never corrupted!), too sensitive, too caring for my own good, keep things to myself too much, way too polite, overapologetic, procrastinator
What you love: daydreaming, writing, reading, drawing, singing, dancing, meditation or divination, shopping, cooking for friends, collecting things that pique interest, playing video games, watching movies, making graphics
What you hate: spiders, mathematics, things that go bump in the night that I can't explain (or that I can and would rather not to), that annoying beep on nextels
Hobbies & Interests: other than what I listed that I love, I really like practing Tai Chi Quan because it's so peaceful and yielding as well as a martial art. I love Chinese literature (especially High Tang Dynasty poetry) and philosophy (I'm a fan of Zhuangzi), getting involved in my own Japanese heritage, being with my friends, studying anything that piques my interest under the sun from the arts of onmyoudou and other forms of mysticism to something that I heard in class that I don't understand.
Your dream: to live in China, to somehow become an opera singer, to master Tai Chi Quan, to teach East Asian philosophy and literature...
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: optimistic
Mature or Immature: mature, but I have my childish moments. I'm a childlike lady. :D
Summer or Winter: summer!
Morning or Night: ...sunset, twilight. How about warm summer nights?
Outgoing or Shy: I'm actually somewhat shy, but I can be really outgoing to try and combat it. I'll try to make jokes and make people laugh to overcome the fact that I'm really to myself.
Conservative or Risky: Conservatively risky. I'll pick and choose my roller coasters, so to speak. If they go upside down and all around and have safe seats, I'm in. But if it's rusty and there's only a chain on my lap, I'll have to veto the action.
Lead or Follow: I'm a leader by accident. I guess people just look to me. Though I'm really passive, I'll step up if I have to.
Confident or Modest: Modest
Logic or Emotion: Both. My heart and mind are one entity. It can be a good or bad thing. I think things out logically, but I'm following the orders of my heart. My heart will say, "Time to do this" and logic will say, "what's the best way?" and I go from there.
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not? This is a difficult question. I'm very gullible and naive, but I don't like letting people into my heart to hurt me, though it seems to happen time after time. I'll heal your wounds and nurse you back to health, but I will keep who I really am to myself. If you offer me noodles at a stand for free, I will believe you and probably get poisoned because I was thinking the best of you, but... that's pretty much it.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not? Sometimes alone. I hate to burden people. But I'd like support. If people are cheering me on but I'm doing something by myself or I'm helping others, that's the greatest.
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve? I help whenever I can. I'm "the gift that keeps on giving". If for some reason I cannot or it's a cause beyond my control, I'll feel guilty FOREVER.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through? That goes along with the heart/mind being one entity thing I discussed earlier, but I do like to think about it. I'm mostly concerned with the good of others before myself, so if someone else is hurt, I will act immediately. My mind will be working constantly while my heart is moving me and speaking, but I'll... do both, I guess.
What is your choice weapon and why? Final Fantasy wise? Definitely a staff and the ability to summon! I really like the idea of a summoner; it reminds me of the shikigami that onmyouji have been said to summon for help and assistance. IRL, however, I'd say a staff.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it? ...there are too many things I would fight for. But ultimately, if it is for the greater good of everyone, to save everyone, to answer their dreams and wishes, I would. I believe in the power of dreams and love, and I'd fight for that with everything in me. I'd even marry someone I didn't love if it would somehow fulfill others' dreams. x.x I guess I'm just determined.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be? Honestly, I apologize way too much, but it feel so appropriate! x.x
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