Knights of the Round~
Basics
Name/Alias: I won't tell you my real name, but I have lots of nicknames. Demyx, Larxene, Roxas, "What's your name again?", and the [Emo] Companion. >____>; Please don't ask how I got any of these nicknames.
Age: *shifty eyes*
Gender: Female, last time I checked.
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: Both. If both isn't possible, thennnn male please. (I have nothing against the girls, but I feel like I relate more to the males.)
Where you heard about this community: I searched for FF7 communities and found this.
About You
Favorite Color: Blue. And for the sake of argument, black and white are too.
Favorite Food: *thinks* I like anything you'd eat for breakfast. Except meats.
Favorite Song (and why): Hmmmm. I don't have one. (In other words, too many.)
Strengths: Is this supposed to make me feel good about myself? Cuz it's not working. D: Anyway. Umm... I'm extremely loyal, and if someone ISN'T loyal, I get fed up with them. I'm creative; that's just about the one thing I'm proud of in myself. According to other's, I'm intelligent. I think I have the potential to be smarter... I just think too much. x__x I'm curious, in both senses -- I'm strange, and I am drawn to the unknown. Finally, I don't like asking people for help. I take what I can get and rarely ask for anymore. Asking people for help makes me feel like no matter what I ask, it's too much. Even if it's nothing at all.
Weaknesses: I have an EXTREMELY short temper, but I don't take it out on people. I'm cynical/sarcastic/skeptical. I'm pretty sadistic, until blood is involved (I hate blood); I love messing with people's heads if I don't like them. I'm lazy. Moody as hell. Also, I'm extremely critical. I rarely throw insults, but when I do, they are extremely critical and accurate. I'm also stubborn, and I could also go on listing everything that's wrong with me but that would waste your time.
What you love: nature, animals, drawing, volleyball, my friends (family? hate 'em.)
What you hate: DISLOYALTY, arrogant bastards, know-it-alls, teacher's pets, ...pretty much, people in general (XD), wasting things, and then there are my pet peeves. I have too many of those. >___O I'm very full of hate.
Hobbies & Interests: volleyball, photoshopping, drawing, Japanese, etc. etc. userinfo kthx.
Your dream: I want a real true friend. One who would be by me through thick and thin and is like a brother/sister to me, and understands me. I want someone who I could trust with my life and who could trust me with theirs. I don't care if I have a lot of friends. I'd have one close friend than a lot of not-close friends.
Other than that, I'd also like to satisfy my curiosity. I ask a lot of questions that can't be answered.
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: I have an optimistic mask, and can find the bright side to just about *any* given situation, when really in truth I am unrealistically pessmistic.
Mature or Immature: No one is ever really mature. People SAY I'm mature. I think I'm a little of both.
Summer or Winter: Winter.
Morning or Night: Oh, night, no competition! I don't get along well with the sun.
Outgoing or Shy: 1,000% shy.
Conservative or Risky: Conservative, until you mean politics. Blegh.
Lead or Follow: People say I should be a leader. I'm responsible, book-smart, apparently I help people, and I'd rather take the fall for a group of people than have everyone suffer (because I feel guilty. I really enjoy watching people suffer). Those people overlook my insecurity, pessimistic tendencies, and the fact that I am the laziest thing on earth. In other words, I'm a follower. With slight potiential to be a leader.
Confident or Modest: I am just about the least confident person on earth, but if I pick "modest" I wouldn't be very modest now would I?
Logic or Emotion: Hmmm. Both.
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not?
No. If I put my trust in someone, they don't put that trust in me, and then I don't feeel a reason to trust them and all the trust goes away.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not?
Alone. No one ever respects my opinion in a group, and I'm sick of that. Also, this way, I do what I want, and no one gets in my way. If I do have to work with other people, I prefer to just work with a single person, if any at all.
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve?
A mix of the last two.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through?
I don't just think. I over-think. Which makes me seem quite stupid; I think too much about something, my brain malfunctions, and I do something dumb. I do prefer to think things through, though; but I have decent impulses and sometimes I think I should listen to those more.
What is your choice weapon and why?
Hmmm. Cunning, and perhaps a sword.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it?
I think I'm still searching for that thing.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be?
Hrmmm. You know? I'm extremely indesicive. I won't be able to choose. I'd like to say I wish I was less indesicive, but I also wish I weren't so fucking lazy, had a sense of direction, and weren't so spacy at times.
Extra
(If you have three (3) clear pictures of yourself, provide them. If not, provide a detailed description of yourself)
Details = MAH SWORN ENEMIES. Take what you'll get from this, mmkay?
Short-ish; About 5' 4". SCRAWNY AS FUCKING HELL. wavy, dark hair (extremely dark brown, but I get some red in there. Naturally, I mean.), pale skin, lots of bruises and scars and whatnot, hazel eyes. That descriptive? D:
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edit: http://community.livejournal.com/midgar_rating/51396.html?view=471748#t471748
Um... have fun rating me...? *nervous laugh*