Knights of the Round
Basics
Name/Alias: Holly.
Age: 18.
Gender: Female.
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: Girl.
Where you heard about this community: Inuyasha mirror community..
About You
Favorite Color: All shades of pink. I know that's pretty generic, but it's true. I think the color is adorable, playful, and romantic. Don't get me wrong, I do love many colors, especially bright and cheerful ones, but pink stands out the most, followed by silver, teal, and white.
Favorite Food: I really enjoy sweets. ^^; But as for actual food? I love Italian food. It's delicious and full of cheese!
Favorite Song (and why): 1000 no Kotoba. It's beautiful yet tragic, and also somewhat... hopeful. I don't know about others, but it always makes me feel as though there is always a glimmer of hope in even the grimmest situations.
Strengths: Sympathetic, innocent, purity, I am able to understand people and situations from both views usually, I am good at giving advice, empathetic, I am very compassionate, honest, loyal, caring, loving, childlike, good listener, I stand up for what I believe, very persuasive ;), influential on others (hey I made an atheist take up a religion without even trying to change his views, haha), wise despite being inexperience in the world (I know how people work, have a lot of self-respect, and I stick to my morals, I'm real and genuine, I know about the things that truly matter in life), creative, unique, accepting, religious, spiritual.
Weaknesses: Stubborn, very naive, sometimes I let people walk all over me, self-sacrifice in order to let others get what they want, worrier, opinionated, aloof, sometimes overly reserved or passive, quick to assume, not good at speaking in front of large groups of people, procrastinator, moody.
What you love: I love elegance (even though I'm a bit of a klutz often). For this reason I am attracted to the piano, harp, flute, clarinet, and piano; I wish I could play them all. I really enjoy art and reading about it's history and looking at paintings and such, I also enjoy reading and writing. Mm I go crazy over butterflies, cats, cute things, and nearly anything pink. I love fashion, especially the Asian style, and foreign languages. And I love being at church. =3 It's my favorite place to be. I feel safe there. OH OH OH!!!! I LOVE taking walks in botanical gardens and butterfly houses!!!! Mmhmm <333
What you hate: Dishonesty, feeling empty and lonely, when people do bad things, discrimination, racism, when people are judgmental, when people are inconsiderate (it's okay to care about yourself, but please, care about others too, it should be an equal balance there), bad grammar and spelling on the Internet.
Hobbies & Interests: These are basically covered in other questions. o_O Art, reading, writing, drawing, graphic design, art, animals, nature, photography, anime, manga, video games, fashion, foreign languages, asian fashion, cute things, pink, butterflies, cats, dolphins, elegant instruments, etc.
Your dream: I really just want to get married someday and raise a child. =3 Oh, well, before settling down I really want to travel to different cities in the world such as Tokyo, England, Paris, Madrid, New York, etc.
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Both? It's difficult to tell lately as I have majorly lost my composure during rough times. I try to make myself see the brighter side of things again, but it's tough.
Mature or Immature: I can be mature, and I like to believe that I am mature when I need to be, but I can be pretty immature at times, such as with friends or family.
Summer or Winter: Winter; it's cold, and has the cutest clothing ever, and the clothing is modest yet still sexy.
Morning or Night: Night; I dislike the sun being so bright. Haha. And night is cooler.
Outgoing or Shy: More shy than outgoing, but not terribly so.
Conservative or Risky: A mixture of both. I don't want to do something that I may regret. When it comes to how I act or dress though, definitely not risky.
Lead or Follow: Either or. 8D; I don't like to lead simply because of the attention; causes me to feel uncomfortable, but following isn't really my thing either.
Confident or Modest: Confident where I know I have a right to be, but otherwise, am modest. ^_^
Logic or Emotion: Emotion, babeh. Heart knows best in the end. Well, the heart and the gut. Not just the heart. Logic is good sometimes, but not always.
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not? Not lately. My heart was broken badly, and parents do things behind my back. It greatly has decreased my trust in others. =\ To an extent, I believe that this is a good thing. You can't trust everybody as there are people out there who will always betray your trust. You must protect yourself, but not to the point of shunning everyone.
I do trust some people of course. The ones who have yet to do things to let me down or prove they can't be trusted. Funny thing is, despite not being as trusting as I once was, I am still very naive. I do give people second chances and such sometimes. Everyone deserves another chance... no matter what they did.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not? Alone, because I am able to get more done that way. I always get stuck with the worst people to work with, just because, they always talk more than they work.
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve? I try to help people when I can, but sometimes I just keep my mouth shut because I feel as though what I say won't matter to them. You can only help those who allow you to help them and actually (those who actually want help). I do try though, at least once, if not more (you know, I'm not always persistent with it).
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through? It depends on the situation. Sometimes it is bet to think first, other times it is best to just get it done.
What is your choice weapon and why? White maggiiicc because it's good. It's protective. And it heals. I would love to be able to protect everyone.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it? God, of course, and yes, I would fight for it. Without a doubt. I'd give my life for my beliefs if I had to, which, technically, I do. Haha. Most people, religious or not, should understand what I am referring to.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be? I'd be a little less shy, because it really prevents me from doing what I want to do. Oh... well... No, the one thing I really don't want is anxiety and such. I want to be carefree like I was when I was younger. Like a child is. But... I'm really not sure. A lot of people like me as I am. Shyness only gets in the way sometimes, because some people are not patient enough with me to give me time to come through... but then there's the other side to that, if they aren't willing to try to stick it out and give me time, then I need to move on and find people who will. But the anxiety thing, anxiety is not something anybody would want. I don't mean simple worrying "Oh I'm going to fail an exam!" But I'm talking serious, anxiety attacks, racing thoughts, only able to focus on the details of your health, and so forth. It's very crippling.
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