had a great night at the Hot Monkey Love... no crowd but it was a cool night none the less... it was the first time i had ever given myself over to a performance whith there not being a crowd to work with and god it felt good... the set was fucking hot... started out with cotton candy and it ended up being a big jam with Generic, Clay, and then ( Read more... )

god my raged out carnie voice ruined a great chance for what could have been a great Midget jam last night... my set at Lestats was very poor.... i had a guy named Armondo play for me last night he played an acoustic and had a great sound had it not been for my shitty voice and complete lack ot talent it may have been a good set... i did get my new ( Read more... )

Damn I love/hate booze ( Read more... )

if someone gives you 20 hits of lsd ( Read more... )

my ego says you are wrong ... you don't know my life... I should protect myself from attacks in the night... but I must practice what I preach... as I learn I also teach... so you are right my reflective brothers... I am a looser, drug addict boozer and offer nothing to this world of illusion but the hope of universal inclusion...

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Wow what a great yesterday!!! spent the day by the bay in thuoght about our fucked up world... had a great lunch ... blew off doing laundry... went to hot monkey love... the crowd was not huge but it was at least a crowd and I went up with this guy named Generic who did this "human beat box" thing... not sure what he was doing to get the sounds ( Read more... )

So Jon Heffely says everyone wants to be Ray Combs Jr. and CPT at the.. STAND UP comedy store... I am not sure about CPT I have only seen him once or twice and would hate to judge him on that... but Ray Combs Jr. I have watched a number of times Almost everything I have heard from him is filled with rage and hate... yes both of them have talent ( Read more... )

so I go the fucking comedy store last night again... why I don't fucking know... how it is helping me I don't know... got a few laughs at least with the line about sometimes living outside your place.... but then I am brought up in fucking Ray Combs Jr set and then fucking CPT... fuck that!! guys who don't even know me or won't even say a fucking ( Read more... )

just been working... hope it is not to cold and windy for people to come to the park, I could use a good day of money making..... Katy is comming in today to start working for me I think she will be alot of fun to work with. My friend Mat who works on the beach renting surf boards called me last night telling me that MTV is casting him for some ( Read more... )

Well, so yesterday I was in doubt about the I hate Scottie Freeman bit, I went to Hot Monkey Love as Scottie and was given a great boost of confidance.. as a young guy named mark (a guy who plays the violin who wants to play with midget farmers) was there and he was telling me how funny last week was and how much he was laughing.... it was his ( Read more... )