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Today was... disappointing ^_^. whatever, I feel like shit... stupid thinking, I swear, sometimes I wanna just bash my head in and get permanent brain damage and become complete incapable of emotional thought...
Ok... Nothing exciting happened in school.. the english exam is dumb. Aboriginal rights... "They should be taken away!" - George XD
Ok, well the exam makes me want to write "I don't give a fuck!" and hand it in and fail already because its so bloody stupid. Blah anyway.. Mike officially fails English.
After school me and Mike got slurpees, I haven't been drinking many lately... and then went to Grant Park and... FUCK! I forgot to get applications... he bought a CD and we went to Pizza Hut. I swear that place will be the death of me... "I think I felt my heart drop to my thigh because of all the grease on it." - Mike
On the way back home I saw a rabbit... I really don't wanna finish this sentence... get its legs crushed by a van. It ran out into the street to cross and a fucking van ran over its back legs... I thought it was dead but the little bugger is so persistant. It got up and pushed of with its broken, crushed back legs and got onto the sidewalk. I wanted to help it so badly... I almost died, but, if that's not enough, I, realizing I couldn't help the poor thing, went on my way home and I saw a little bunny, no bigger then my fist, all alone in a bush. I was devastated... What if that rabbit was the mother... I swear I could'ave cried right then and there. apparently I'm a sissy...
The poor thing was all alone, helpless, what if a crow got it?! I wanted to help it out... but no, if I brought it home, my sister could die... so I had to leave it ;_;. God, it was all alone... I feel like shit over this because I could easily catch the thing and bring it home. But then my sister would get sick and what if the mother came back, squirmed all the way back to its baby... OMFG! it has to cross Grant... ;_;... I need to go and get the thing, now! But I can't. I hope it survives...
All of this got me thinking how lucky I am, yes, I actually considered myself lucky for a change. I felt lucky that I have other people in my life, unlike that bunny, fuck! I have to go get it... it a helpless creature... -.-' I quit life. I can't stand it when things die on me. Fuck...
If I did get it... would I feel any better? or would I still feel sorry for the little bugger that got its legs run over and sorry for the bunny that has to grow up without a mother there for it...
Ugh... that bunny could easily be taken away by a hungry crow or owl or cat or dog or... I'm done, I really don't wanna think about this.
Ok... Nothing exciting happened in school.. the english exam is dumb. Aboriginal rights... "They should be taken away!" - George XD
Ok, well the exam makes me want to write "I don't give a fuck!" and hand it in and fail already because its so bloody stupid. Blah anyway.. Mike officially fails English.
After school me and Mike got slurpees, I haven't been drinking many lately... and then went to Grant Park and... FUCK! I forgot to get applications... he bought a CD and we went to Pizza Hut. I swear that place will be the death of me... "I think I felt my heart drop to my thigh because of all the grease on it." - Mike
On the way back home I saw a rabbit... I really don't wanna finish this sentence... get its legs crushed by a van. It ran out into the street to cross and a fucking van ran over its back legs... I thought it was dead but the little bugger is so persistant. It got up and pushed of with its broken, crushed back legs and got onto the sidewalk. I wanted to help it so badly... I almost died, but, if that's not enough, I, realizing I couldn't help the poor thing, went on my way home and I saw a little bunny, no bigger then my fist, all alone in a bush. I was devastated... What if that rabbit was the mother... I swear I could'ave cried right then and there. apparently I'm a sissy...
The poor thing was all alone, helpless, what if a crow got it?! I wanted to help it out... but no, if I brought it home, my sister could die... so I had to leave it ;_;. God, it was all alone... I feel like shit over this because I could easily catch the thing and bring it home. But then my sister would get sick and what if the mother came back, squirmed all the way back to its baby... OMFG! it has to cross Grant... ;_;... I need to go and get the thing, now! But I can't. I hope it survives...
All of this got me thinking how lucky I am, yes, I actually considered myself lucky for a change. I felt lucky that I have other people in my life, unlike that bunny, fuck! I have to go get it... it a helpless creature... -.-' I quit life. I can't stand it when things die on me. Fuck...
If I did get it... would I feel any better? or would I still feel sorry for the little bugger that got its legs run over and sorry for the bunny that has to grow up without a mother there for it...
Ugh... that bunny could easily be taken away by a hungry crow or owl or cat or dog or... I'm done, I really don't wanna think about this.