I Just..........I just don't know........

[midiyeti]

Before i begin this simple entry, i will say that it won't be that simple, therefore its already a mockery from the start. I reserve all rights to this update, because its my emotions, people who begin to be upset at me for what i write have no absolution or ability to do so. I'm just down right sick of this and its been going on for quite awhile

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this is from steve exactly...

[lovntheirish721]

de1922: i just want to tell him that i am sorry. i never meant to push him out of my life. he is like a brother to me. he has always been there when i've had a bad day. i just like i'm losing my best friend. i don't want to lose my friend ship with a man that i have known all my life. blood could not make the two of us any closer. matt is as close to a brother as anyone could have. i just feel this whole in my chest, like i have this empty stop that can't be filled. you are my brother matt, your mother and father have always treated me like one of thier own and for that i thank your famliy. your sisters ahev treated ,e like thier little brother for as long as i have known you. i'm sorry for not inviting u two hang out. i know i should have and i'm sorry. i want to continue our friend ship matt. i'm sorry almost making it disapear. you are my brother matt and i love u as such. please forgive me, my brother. i am truely sorry.