Lies, truth, forgiveness and closure

[midnight21]

A few days ago, I wrote a powerful message of forgiveness to my mother, wanting to make peace with my past for the final time.  Since I was disowned, I honestly wasn't expecting any replies in return and I was starting to feel depressed from it. Jeremy told me that I did my part and the rest was on her. He was right as always

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[midnight21]

it was my dad and the teachers that told me this and they treated me like shit the entire time. of course, this is ripon... a snobby little town who think they got the best of everything when it has really become ghetto.

Barb told me that I should get a hold of my medical records. They're legally mine....

[dhatchling]

I second that notion.  See how medically feasible it really is.

[dhatchling]

I am in awe.  I can see why you're upset with your father.  I hope that as time moves forward, you'll find out more of the truth.  Bitterness is a hell of a thing to hold onto.

[midnight21]

yeah i'm in awe too and completely floored by this. hell i was even in tears when i told this to justin and he's like; why are you crying? i'm just so happy... i replied.

the bitterness was finally leaving me.