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[midnight666]

feeling so depressed now i am home. all my positive thoughts and energy has gone. i miss my mum and family so much i want to die. i just feel all alone here even though i have griff, its not the same as a whole family. the builders downstairs are doing my head in, they are soooo noisy! i just miss not having to worry about stuff. trying my best to

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[hey_distortion]

it's very important to not let one bad day crush you enough to where you give up hope. everyone has bad days. this is why it is so important to take recovery slow. because people who are in a state of recovery, from whatever it may be, will have bad days where they feel like there is no hope..that's completely natural, completely normal. it's a sign of all the bad shit getting out of your system. all the negative energy. you just have to be patient, and focus on positive things. you have a family that loves you. you have a fiancé that loves you. and you love them. love doesnt just go away when you are away from the ones you love. you can still feel the love of and for your family in your heart. i am away from my parents at the moment, a full day away from them by plane. on the other side of the globe. but i still love them, and care for them, and am in contact with them. contact your family as often as you need to. and please remember to take it one day at a time. and if one of those days is a bad one, remember that it is just one day