On this very date two years ago, I was laying in bed sleeping. I received a call a few hours later telling me of the worst news I've ever received in my life so far. I wrote this on the very next morning of her death ( Read more... )

I've realized that I don't need you in my life to make me happy. You criticize me for the things I do. Why can't I do me and you do you? I don't have a problem with the things you do. I don't care as long as you're not putting yourself in danger. I'm no longer worrying about how you feel about me. I'm no longer putting anyone else in front of ( Read more... )

It's not that I don't trust you ( Read more... )

I guess you'll just keep walking on me until I stand up for myself; but if I do, will you still be here for me when I need you? I'd be there for you ( Read more... )

SHIT ( Read more... )

I'm leaving town with a good friend in the morning. We're going south. I'll see you in a few days.

I'm really worried about you and I hope that you'll come home.

I LOVE LINDSEY'S VAGINA<333

It makes me so much more lonely to see all these happy people. My friends come first; that's the bottom line. For once though, I'm happy for myself. I'm getting through this and I didn't even think I would. You'd be proud. I've found a lot of new friends that care about me just as much as you do. I still have a lot of friends. I saw a lot of ( Read more... )

Today I woke up 870 miles from home. The house, the bed, and the fan felt weird. I feel normal. I feel fine. Today is going to be a good day. My mom said that I will wake up one day and things will be back to normal and today was that day for me. I don't need you. You've got your own shit to figure out. I'm still trying to find my reason to come

I'm at home alone tonight. Shelby is in my bathroom getting ready to go out to Orlando and go to her friend's going away party. Nick is eating cereal with Christians. Stacey is down south hanging with Katherine. I've gotten calls from random people but everything seems to be falling through. Maybe I'm supposed to be sitting at home tonight? My ( Read more... )