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hold your heart up to the light and see what shines through. is it a crystal clear view of the innocence, or a foggy rememberance of what you fear to say. love, thy heart never lied to ones self -- we merely just choose to ignore all signs and signals, so that in the end when we fall and get hurt, we atleast have thy heart left to blame for our ( Read more... )

i had my formal last night, and graduation the day before. they were... somewhat emotional. *nods* robbie kissed my cheek and picked me up in the air, he made me cry cuz i'm gonna miss that guy. i cried at graduation thinking about scott and the fact that he wasnt allowed to come because my friend said if he did, she wouldnt. and most of all that i ( Read more... )

midnight_solace
is distressed.

If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. Your friends would appreciate that.

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Scott just left. He's been over almost every single day after work. I wished tonight he wouldnt have to leave.. *sighs ( Read more... )

*blink* So much has happened today. The amount of stress i'm under is unbelieveable. I am going to have a nervous breakdown before the end of the school year (20 days til the formal, 19 til graduation).. I cannot wait to leave that place. *jumps up and down anxiously ( Read more... )

these thoughts are all the words left unsaid ( Read more... )

i wish i could curl up in his arms forever, and let the past disolve into nothingness. i fell in love all over again last night.

last car ride: home from aqua golf last night ( Read more... )

ive never felt so torn apart inside. indecision will be the death of me, im sure of it. what does one do when their heart decides it wants 2 completely different people? what am i meant to say to the other? "im sorry but i led you on this far, but thats as far as it goes" or "i know weve been together for 2 years, but its over ive found someone ( Read more... )