Ever feel like you are nothing in this world and you were just put here to be hurt over and over?

Jun 03, 2005 15:45

So I think that my subject could be pretty self explanitory (sp). So, last night I went to where Josh works and he would not come out to talk to me what-so-ever. I didnt think much of it because I thought surely he would talk to me...eventually. So, he walks out with a bag of trash thinking that he would come back inside to talk to me....well was i ( Read more... )

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I love you sleeptodream14 June 4 2005, 14:22:39 UTC
Sweetie, you know how much I love you and that I will always be here for you. I totally know what you're feeling because of me and *him* recently splitting up. It hurts like hell and you literally just don't know what to do. I walked around aimlessly for days because I had spent every spare second outside of work with him and then suddenly I had nothing. But if you remember talking to me then and talking to me now, you see a difference. I'm not over it, I still love him and want him to come back thinking everything would work out, but I know deep down it won't. The pain won't stop, it'll just subside. This is what I was told after *he* and I split up, but I really believe it now. It still hurts every night I go to bed alone and remember him being by my side and now he's not...but I can get through it. So can you, Ash. You are a stronger person than I am! The one advantage you have over me is that you are back in Ltown with everyone you know! Take advantage of it!! Get your mind off things, if all else fails we'll definately hang out ( ... )

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sassyone83 June 4 2005, 23:05:18 UTC
I'm sorry, Robert. Guys are fucking idiots. Every single one of them. I think that Josh has a lot to learn about how to treat a girl and you did the right thing by writing him a note. It's going to hurt a lot, rejection always does. But eventually you'll wake up and he won't be the first thing on your mind. Hang in there. *hug*

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midnightangel3 June 5 2005, 18:03:20 UTC
Thank you 2 so much for your love and concern. I need it. I am a donkey on the edge, I dont think I can take much more. Read my next entry to find out why...

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